-JIMIN POV-
I knock on Jungkook's door waiting for his typical "come in" but this time I heard nothing. I scrunch my eyebrows in confusion. "Jungkook?" I then hear a bed squeak before slow footsteps approaching towards the door. The door opens slightly revealing a tired looking Jungkook. I smile softly at him, gesturing for me to come in. The door opens all the way and Jungkook steps aside from the door. I make my way to the bathroom per usual before Jungkook grabs my arm. I whip my head around towards Jungkook catching him with a scared emotion on his face. I raise my eyebrow after a few moments of him not talking.
"What is it Kook? You seem on edge today.." My face softens into a worried look as I try to search Jungkook's face for any emotion. Jungkook shakes his head before releasing my arm.
I hesitate before turning around and going into the bathroom.
-♡-
I wipe my mouth and open the bathroom door to see Kook sitting on his bed and looking towards me with a tense emotion. I give him a thumbs up and a smile while making my way over to his bed. I look at him and my smile drops once I notice he doesn't have one. His face is slightly paler than usual and his hands are fidgeting endlessly.
"Kook, I have good news. Maybe it will cheer you up?" I question him searching his face. He shrugs and I take that as a sign to talk. "Well, I'm getting discharged tomorrow." Jungkook's head whips towards me with his eyes wide and his mouth open. I smile expectantly hoping he will return the smile but he doesn't. I frown when I realize he's frozen still.
"Jungkook?" I lay my hand on his shoulder before he shoves it off. I frown deeper holding my hand towards my body.
"You're leaving me?" I can see Jungkook's body shake as he mutters out those few words directed towards me. I look down at my lap and fidget with my own fingers.
"I have to Kook.." I whisper.
"No! You can stay here with me and help me!" I look at him sadly when I see tears form in his eyes.
"Look, we had a deal Kookie. It worked, didn't it?" I try my hardest to make Jungkook feel better.
"Worked? WORKED? BEING DIAGNOSED WITH ASPD MEANS IT WORKED?" Jungkook screams at me while tears fall down his cheeks. I cover my mouth in surprise from Jungkook's words. I shakily remove my hand from my mouth allowing myself to talk.
"Y-you w-what?" I say staring deeply at him. He locks his gaze with mine and shakes his head.
"You're leaving me here to rot! I THOUGHT I LIKED YOU." Jungkook screams out at me. I shake my head at him.
"No Jungkook! I didn't- I didn't know! I-I'm so sorry!" My voice cracks and I feel my own eyes getting moist.
"Get out." Jungkook whispers.
"Jungkook!" I lay my hand on his shoulder in protest.
"GET OUT!" Jungkook grips my hand throwing me and I land on the floor with a harsh thud. I stare at Jungkook with fear before standing up and backing away from him and stopping in the middle of the room.
"You're not the person I used to know." I shake my head as I feel a tear roll down my face. I turn away from Jungkook and run towards the door. I open it and slam it behind me running back to my room. I feel tears travel down my face more and more but I just wipe them as quick as they come. He doesn't deserve my tears.
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the end.
JUST KIDDING don't leave hhh
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dissociation || p.jm+j.jk || ff
Fanfiction❝i can't see you put yourself through this. i'm done.❞ - in which park jimin gets admitted into a mental health hospital. - discontinued