It's been a week since I first stepped foot in Jungkook's room. Now, I go in there 7 times a day after meals and snacks. I usually stay a couple minutes after and then leave to secretly go back to wherever I was scheduled to. Today was a little different.
I make my way towards the dining room for lunch early as normal. I set my tray down at my usual table in the back and carefully sit down to position myself comfortably in my scrubs. I take off the lid on the main plate examining the meal.
Large single patty burger - 430 calories.
Medium portion of fries - 360 calories.
3 ranch packets - 540 calories.
I sigh knowing if I don't purge all of this I would definitely gain weight. I rip open 2 of the ranch packets and reach towards the last one before I see the table shaking. I freeze still while the table continues shaking. I look up catching an orange haired boy bouncing up and down. Next to him is another boy staring deeply at me. The first boy stops jumping and a scared and surprised emotion fills his face. A deer caught in headlights. The boy leans towards the other figure sitting next to him still staring at me.
"We've been caught." The boy says whispering a little louder than he should. I stay frozen in confusion while the boy leans back to his position. A couple moments of silence pass by before the orange haired opens his mouth.
'HI!" I jump in shock at the sudden break in silence putting my hand on my chest trying to control my breathing. The orange haired boy whips his head towards the blonde haired boy sitting next to him. The blonde haired boy hasn't moved from where he has been the second he sat down. "Did I scare him?" The orange haired says towards the other boy. The blonde haired boy shrugs still keeping his eyes on me.
The orange haired boy looks back at me and holds his hand out. "I'M TAE!" The boy shouts holding a boxy grin on his face.
"Jesus Tae, you don't have to be so loud." The blonde haired boy growls in annoyance. Tae mutters out a sorry still holding up his boxy grin. I naturally smile softly at the boy and put my hand in his.
"Jimin." I say softly but loud enough for him to hear. The boy's expression turns into a surprised one before returning the smile and shaking my hand excitedly. My whole arm shakes from his movement before the blonde haired boy smacks Tae's arm.
"Yah Tae, you're gonna break his arm off." Tae makes on 'o' shape with his mouth before pulling his arm back. He mutters a small sorry before smiling sheepishly. I smile back at him waving my hand up and down as if to say "no worries".
"I'm Yoongi, this is Taehyung." The blonde haired boy says pointing at himself and then at Taehyung. I nod my head slightly remembering their names. Yoongi reaches over to Tae taking off the lid of the main plate. "Eat." Yoongi orders before returning back to his own plate. The small gesture makes Taehyung smile widely at Yoongi.
"THANK YOU YOONGI HYUNG!~" The boy says a little too loud before picking up a chicken nugget and nibbling on it. I gulp looking back to my own tray. I feel my stomach swirl but not out of hunger, out of anxiety. I hate eating in front of people. I'm snapped out of my thoughts from another loud voice.
"You're the one that smacked my juice box off my tray!" I look up towards three boys heading towards my table. My eyes widen out of fear and I naturally slide away leaning against the wall. The brown-haired boy with heart-shaped lips sits next to Yoongi comfortably.
A blonde haired boy sits across from the brown haired boy also sitting comfortably. "Yah! It was by accident, okay?" The blonde haired boy pouts in response to the other brown haired boy. I stay still watching as more people join the table.
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dissociation || p.jm+j.jk || ff
Fanfiction❝i can't see you put yourself through this. i'm done.❞ - in which park jimin gets admitted into a mental health hospital. - discontinued
