Chapter 14

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I found myself wondering again what I was doing. Am I just giving him a chance? Am I doing what's right for me? Or more importantly my son? 

No, I'm not giving him a chance. I told him he has to work for it and I never said that he would ever get me back. I just said if he wanted us back he had to work for it. 

I sighed as I cleaned. This is all too confusing. 

I'm fated to be mated to him and be Luna, but what if I don't want that? What will happen? 

I'm not one to believe the fate thing, but mates were definitely chosen ahead of time. Why would the fates give me such a cold and arrogant mate? I cannot stand arrogant people. 

What will I do if I don't end up with Asher? Will I date, get married, and have kids with someone else? Or will I just be single with my baby boy forever? 

I heard a cry from the baby monitor and looked at the clock. 

Right on time, at 2 o'clock. He's hungry and probably needs to be changed. 

I went to his room and changed his diaper and fed him. 

After that, I got on my computer and searched for jobs and houses. I may keep the job I have, but if I can get better pay than obviously, I will take that.

I wish that I could stay at home all day and be with Liam, but I have no one that will support us so I have to work. 

"I would support you." 

I jumped and turned towards the door. 

Asher walked in and shut the door. 

"I will support you and our son." 

"How did-"

"You were talking out loud." 

I nodded. 

"I already told you that if you want us you have to work for it. I already gave you multiple 'second' chances. I am done with the freebies. Now if you want another chance you have to work for it."

"I know, but it isn't easy living knowing that you are not with me, under my protection." 

"Really? Think about it from my point of view. I left because you were abusive and over-controlling. Then when I wanted to come back I find out that you didn't even care about me and were dating someone else." 

I felt tears but I will be strong and not let them fall. 

"You are so selfish, Asher. It's all about you. What about what I need? Or Liam?" 

He looked like he was at a loss for words. But, he still had a stone face on. I couldn't believe it, I just wanted to slap him.

"You need to start looking at yourself and what is wrong with your character, Asher. Maybe you should go and find another girl because I'm not sure if I want you with this kind of attitude." 

"You may not but many other girls would kill to be my Luna. And I am still going to be a father." 

I gasped, then a look of realization came on his face. 

"Rebekah, I-I don't know why I said those things. I don't mean any of them-"

"Save it Asher, fine, go and be with them. I don't care anymore. You have broken me so much that I am numb and used to it. I pray for the poor girl you make your Luna. You will be amazing and then you will move on with your pathetic life. And no you will not be a father to my son. He does not need a father that has a terrible character to show him how to live life. I will raise him on my own." 

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