BTS poetry [I'm a sad drunk]

Spring Day

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I miss you. I miss you so much. But the more I say that the more it seems to hurt. But it's true. I miss you and now I miss you more. I look at your photo but now all I can think of is you. I can't stop. The time that has passed, it's cruel. It tears us apart. Why now seeing them is it so hard. I used to be able to look them in the eye. But I can't now that you're gone. When I see them I see you. Inside of them is a part of you. Why everywhere I go your there. Its still winter. The coldness and despair are still here. The snow has settled and it won't melt. There's no happiness to warm the ice to water. I wanna see you. Look you in the eye. Hold your hand, travel to the edge of the world. I wanna cry like we used to together. I wanna put a stop to this endless winter. How much longer do I have to wait for you as this snow piles up? Longing for you is my winter. I wanna know when will the summer come and melt the sadness around my heart. I want to be happy again thinking of you. The snowflakes that are flying through the sky. If I was them would I have reached you sooner? I litter faster. But now the snowflakes are falling and your further away than before. Am I running away, or are you leaving? How much longer do I have to wait? How many more days? How many more nights do I have to sit awake? I thought over time the regret and grief would leave. But it hurts even more,

I miss you.