What we want

New Life For me (Cont.)

Khylie's Pov

After the party when Amarah left after her little...Freakout you could say I was confused and angry as her. But when she started lashing out I thought it was best and so did she thought it be better off if she left before she'd done something she'd regret for the rest of her life.

I know she's going through a tough time in her life and I'm there for her always. Ace was the best nephew and god son I could ever had after he died I felt like I lost my baby too even though she's here with me.

I knew the hate she felt and that's what scared me the most. I wouldn't want her nor me to ever feel like that, what Quincy done to her was the most low down dirtiest thing he's ever done in his life besides the other fact of his other two baby mothers story. 

I couldn't believe everything I was hearing from those women and I wanted to hurt Quincy too and not just mentally. I knew something was wrong with him when I first met him. But not like this.

I tried calling Amarah several times but she just sends me to voicemail I needed to know if she was okay. She needed to talk to me and stop holding everything to herself before she goes crazy. I don't want her to hurt alone, ever. It pains me all the time to see her like this. Now I'm happy with a new boyfriend and my angel Kyrie and she's newly divorced and with no kids but she still got the best career ever hope she doesn't end that.

Then when I was currently thinking of her she called. What a surprise, I missed her so much.

"OMG HEY AMARAH! YOU'VE BEEN MIA ALLL DAY AND YESTERDAY?!" "YOU OKAY?"

"Y-yeah...I'm fine Khy really..I just been you know, thinking?" She sighs.

"Oh cool...about what?" 

"Everything, like the party yesterday" 

"Ooh yeah, you talk to Dr. Johnson about it yet?" I asked.

"She didn't answer so I left her a message for a session" 

"Cool want me to come over or you wanna come over and hang with me and Kyrie today for a bit if your up for it?"

"No...I'm just gonna stay home and just watch tv and be by myself if that's okay?"

"Amarah?" "I don't want you to hurt alone okay babes?" "I just want you to know I'm always here for you okay?"

"Yeah I know heh" She forced a laugh.

"haha okay love you always and always love you Bye bye Marah?"

"heh love you always and always love you Bye Khy" She hung up.

It was a little thing we say to each other every time we go through something. We made it up back in college when I found out I was pregnant with Kyrie. And since then it's been our healing quota. Cute right.

"Kyrie J. Lane where are you, you little critter hahaha!" "Come on baby mommy got a photoshoot to do with Tyree baby!" she comes out from hiding from me laughing with her gorgeous Chubby smile.

"But mommy...You and Tyree always play together I want to be with you?" She pouts.

"I know baby but this is for mommy to get a great Job baby!" "Don't you want mommy to start working?" I ask her picking her up onto my hip.

"Yes mommy?" "But imma miss you, can I come with you too?"

"Umm...sure baby whatever makes you happy okay?" "Mommy loves you remember that kay Baby girl?" I kiss her cheeks making her giggle.

"yes mommy love you too" she smiles as I put her down back onto the floor.

"Now let's go before we be late baby" I grabbed her hand in my one hand and grabbed my phone and put it into my purse with my other hand.

"let's goooo!" I yelled swinging her hand as we walk out of the house.

We drove off and I went to meet up with Tyree for my first photoshoot. This was my dream to Model since my colleague days and I gotten my first shot with Tyree and I wouldn't let this go by.

Right as I get Kyrie out of the car and we walk into the building I received a text. I looked to see what it was...

"Hey Kyrie baby nooo stay right here please?" I checked my phone and it was a text from Amarah.

Received: Amarah

Hey Khy,

I just wanted to tell you that earlier when I called that's not what I really wanted to talk about. I was packing my things and I needed to talk to Dr. Johnson for a fresh start because I'm never going to be the same if Quincy is still around, I'm sorry but I'm leaving, I'm moving away I can't go back to myself and still think about everything I just need to go away so that's what I plan on doing. I already found another place to move, I still had enough funds to buy another house and I sold this one I bought my plane ticket already and I leave tonight. I know this isn't the proper goodbye but I just wanted to let you know instead of just leaving you wondering. I'm going to my session with Dr. Johnson in a few and after that I got a few things left to pack and I'm gone. Love you always and always love you. Thanks for being a great friend and tell Kyrie I love her so much too.  

XoXo Marah.

When I seen the message I immediately cried my eyes out. She was really leaving. I should of just gone to her house and stayed with her but I was so into my new life I was slowly forgetting about her and now she's leaving me and Kyrie. I couldn't let her go I was going to miss her so much.

Tyre walked up to my car seeing me crying and he hugged me.

"Babe you okay...W-what happened to you?" "Something wrong?"

"N-no...It's just my...Closest Friend is moving away and I'm going to miss her so uncontrollably much."

"Is it Amarah?" 

"Yeah I don't think I can do this?"

"Babe this is once in a lifetime opportunity...I love your friend just as much as you do but don't make her leaving make you make a big mistake she and I wants the best for you, but right now she needs to move away which is the best thing for her so please just come on I'm sure she wouldn't want you to back out of your dreams?" he assured me.

"O-okay...okay fine but we need to hurry this up I need to see her before she leaves tonight babe I need to say one last goodbye..Me and Kyrie do okay?"

"Of course babe anything to make you happy?"

"Thanks babe" I kissed his lips softly and passionately, and we all walked into the building ready to do this.