I don't know where to go anymore, it was all too hard to choose where to live and where to be happy. I think it's the having too many options is what's making me tick too much about certain things but you can never be too unsure you want to be just enough accurate.
But that's not the case with me I'm just, picky. ha.
Decisions, on decisions.
I got up and decide to be spontaneous and do something I've never done before yesterday me and Khylie & Kyrie went out somewhere to eat and went to the movies just to have some fun together after our, BIG MOVE. But was it the best Move.
I wanted to go somewhere by myself in this new place without Khylie and Kyrie I just wanted to see myself without my past in the picture at least for a few hours today. Shouldn't hurt much right i deserve it after all. I wanted a change and I got it.
I looked for something to wear casual but not so casual, I mean it is the Famous Los Angeles with all the Celebrities and stuff so I had to look the part. I'm used to looking casual most days and like a Hood Cute Chick haha. But not anymore it's about time I switch things up a bit more.
I didn't really have much so I knew I had to go clothes shopping soon. I just had to send over my transfer for my work so I could continue, they understood why I moved because they knew my History and everything and I was their best Worker so they allowed me the move here so that I could continue my best work.
Part of me wants a new career but I loved the one I was in before and I wouldn't want another job anyways, and great pay too yeah no way was I losing the best job I've ever had.
I went to Melrose to go Shop around but not really buy anything yet until my job and money situation was covered for me to be able to start spending money on stuff instead of important things I'd really need the money for.
I was scrolling on Instagram as I was walking down the sidewalks of Melrose and I seen the cutest wall painting ever and I just needed to get a great picture next to it, and it was great lighting too. I quickly walked over there and I seen a few other girls taking pictures too next to the wall, Oh great I wasn't the only girl with this idea haha.
Right when I was casually about to take a nice selfie revealing my little gold pieces in my mouth a guy walked up too me and asked if he could take the picture for me. And I could say he was quite good looking. And he had a little girl with him, which I'm guessing is his daughter So he was probably married.
"I could take your Picture for you Ma'am?" "Me and my baby girl here is having a father, daughter day haha?" he cracks the most beautiful smile at me having me speechless for a few seconds.
"Uh Hello Ma'am?" he snapped at me to get my attention to him.
"Oh...sorry I was...Sure I would like that very much thanks hahaha!?" I smiled and told him how I wanted my picture taken and I posted it on my Instagram.
When I was finishing up my post I looked up to say something to the guy again.
"Hey!" "Um thanks for the nice picture?" I smile at him.
"Oh it's not a problem haha...Well my name is Dwayne and yours?" he asks me rocking his daughter on his hip.
"My name...is uh India sorry haha India Westbrooks?" "And What's this little cuties name?" I say cupping my fav together pinching her pretty rosy cheeks. This made me want a little me, and miss my Ace too.
"Her name is Simone..Say hi there pretty lady?" He said cooing her laughing.
"Well thank you very much sweetie hahaha...your handsome daddy is the best I bet haha?" I giggled at her smiling at me.
"Well um are you new in this area or something India?" he asks.
"Um yeah I'm actually new to everything here haha I just moved out here a few days ago and I'm trying to blend in with everything haha" I giggled trying not to get nervous.
"Oh cool, that's great haha so you wouldn't mind hanging out with us would you" He smiles at me again.
"Uhm...I don't want to spoil your bonding time with your daughter haha, I couldn't do that"
"NO WAY!" "Come on this would be a great way for you and my baby girl to see everything for the first time it'll be great trust me but first I need to cover for my buddy at his shop would you wanna come and see an old guy do some handy work hahahaha?!" he laughs.
"Hahaha well sure okay I guess...it wouldn't hurt for a little" We walk down like 4 blocks before actually getting to this nice little fast food place.
Then Khylie called me and I answered her immediately to see what she wanted.
"Hey Khy wassup!?"
"Hey Marah oh nothing just wondering what you were up too today because I'm bored and I don't have any shoots to do today and I need a ride to go pick up Kyrie from her daycare place"
"Um...right now I'm kind of into something so could you possibly give me like 30 minutes tops and I could get Kyrie from there myself?"
"Uhmmm Okay sure thanks babes love you!!"
"Love you too babes!!" I hung up the phone and bring my attention to Simone and Dwayne again and he had already ordered us some food. A Real Man ha.
This was going to be a great day I see.
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