Not to Good at GoodByes.

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I went to my Therapy Session to see Dr

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I went to my Therapy Session to see Dr. Johnson and talk about everything that happened at the party yesterday. And about me leaving. This was a huge step in my life was the most hardest thing I could ever do, all my memories and history remains here and I'm moving away someplace else making some new memories.

Before I went to see Dr. Johnson I had to get something to ease my mind when I talk to her. I grabbed my black leather jacket because it started to get a little chilly out. Then I put my hair up into a messy high ponytail and I smoked me a very great Marijuana it was called Cotton Candy. 

I never smoked before but I be hearing that it eases your mind when your stressing and it was easing my mind I began giggling out of nowhere and everything was in bright colors then I knew I had to stop smoking it and get on to see my therapist.

"Wow" "That was uh...something?" I said laughing to myself feeling calm as ever.

I finally arrived to Dr. Johnson's place and it was gorgeous as ever of course, she had an amazing job and she's going to have the money to afford that place because I would live in it. I Wish.

I walked up her marbled pathway leading to her glass door, ringing her buzzard and I notice her security camera looking my way and her door opened itself. Now that was nice.

I walked through her front door and It closed back by itself and I walked to her living room, it was so nice and organized and coordinated I wished my life was like this, ha I wished.

"WOOOW DOC YOU LIVIN LAVISH ASS HELL HAHAHA!" I laughed looking around amazed and still a bit high.

"Thanks Amarah haha, um you okay today?" "You seem-" I cut her off.

"I seem SUPPPERRRR HAPPY AND CALM?!" I giggled tryna look at her straight before I sat onto her couch.

"Yes but I was gonna say Intoxicated because your laughing at everything right now?" She asked making me come to her attention.

"Well I needed this because I just need to relax somehow?" I say.

"No intoxication isn't the solution Amarah...Now you called me which was the right thing to do but intoxicating yourself to relax won't help you for long because once your off of it your right back to where you started and you'll wanna do it more and get addicted to it?" 

"Well I guess I'm going to have to do it some more than HAHAHAHA!" I laughed.

"N-no Amarah your not thinking right now?" "What would Ace think of you right now if he could see his mother right now, Huh?" "Do you think you'd do this around your first child, set this type of example?"

"No." "Your right Doc but I just needed this for right now only because it's alot." I say grabbing a cup of water she had on the table for me to drink.

"Now?" "About this uh um...Party you attended yesterday?" "What happened? What went on there?" She began asking me making me think about it.

"I uh....Um me and Khylie and the girls Quincy played we uhmm...We set him up at the party and we all tortured him into telling us the truth about everything he's done to us and uh when it ws almost over I um...Got carried away a little and I said some very, very unforgettable things that I'm not proud of saying to the guy I once loved and had a son with." I said trying not to tear up.

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