Chapter 39

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Breath

I was stunned at what he said. I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling. I can't believe this is his way to ask forgiveness.

"Hmm, shall I think about it?"I asked teasingly. He looked at me with pleading eyes. Oh really!?

He nodded and put his right hand in my cheek. "At least, you can't do anything but not to be jealous anymore"he simply said.

I pouted to hide my anger and pain. Damn it! How can I not fucking be, huh!? He smirked, as if he tore my mask and saw my real thoughts and expression!

"I'm yours and you'll never slip"he buried his face in my neck again. I bit my lip because of the feeling. 

Damn it!. Slowly, his lips trailed it and kissed it slowly. I closed my eyes to never look at him. Shit! I've never been kissed there before! What the hell!

"I really like your smell"he whispered in my ear and kissed it. The fuck!? My lips parted, as I am very surprised.

"Wh-what?"I asked innocently. Really!? And how come!? He chuckled, making me shiver a bit. Damn, it kills me!

"Hmm, since I've slept in the under bed? That your smell is killing my noses every night?"he asked like he was serious to hide his amusement!

Well. . . It's true anyways. There's no need to hide it. He looked at me with passionate eyes. He kissed my lips.

"I am strayed, and away from you, baby. I can't let myself do that again. But I won't force you to let me stay, if you want me away then I'll gladly do it for you to be only happy...."he said between our kisses.

My tears fell and he quickly caught it with his thumb.

"But, I know you don't want to me to go away"he smirked. I bit my lip of nervousness. Of course, I don't want that for the first time I answered you!

He crashed his lips with mine again. I held to his arm and kissed him back. His large hand is in my small back for support and the other is in my nape.

I trailed his powerful biceps as he kissed me deeply and gently. I smiled. Should I forgive him, so he'll stop this? I smirked. Or not?

He sucked my lower lips and his tongue slowly licked it. I moaned a bit and he chuckled. Shit! 

He hugged me locking his chin at my shoulder. "Should I stop? It will hurt, baby"he whispered. I bit my lip. Even though, I felt his turned on shaft in his jeans, in my thighs. Oh god!

I gave in to him.

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As soon as I open my eyes, my womanhood felt very sore. I blinked trying to open my eyes widely. I suddenly remembered what happened last night.

Oh, did. . . That thing really happened!? Oh shit! Well, I'm old enough to do that. I looked beside me and saw Jahrid closing his eyes. And. . .err, he's great? Actually, I don't even had time to ask him why did he already know?

I hugged my comforter and felt his arm on my waist. Oh great, I'm really numb that I just felt his hand on my waist!

My heart leaped when he opened his eyes. His lips twitched. His hand on my waist slowly rise to my hair to caressed it.

"Can you work?"he asked worriedly. My throat felt dry. Oh but I really need to?

"Err, I don't know"I said while feeling my hands on hid hairy chest. "Hmm, are you still sore?"he asked again while he took a sigh.

Uhh..... I tried to move my legs but my thighs is not cooperating it. Damn! "Uhh, I think so"I murmured.

He kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry, I tried hard to be gentle, though and now you can't work"he whispered.

"It's not like I will die, right?"I chuckled. He raised an eyebrow, that he didn't find this funny. Oh yeah, fine!

I rolled my eyes. "I'll change"I said out of the blue. What was that? Am I angry because. . . Or am I too clingy!?

Shit! He stood up first, he is topless and he wore his black sweat pants. I leaned on the railings of the bed after I just stood up.

"Can you really do it?"he asked raising his eyebrow. I hugged my comforter. I wore a RED. LACY. PANTY! I don't who wore this to me but I think he dressed me up when I slept. Damn, it's embarrassing!

He hugged me as I almost fell. "Damn, I could ask Dad for your day-off now"he suggested. I shook my head.

"Then, what will you say? What if he'll ask for the reason?"I asked worriedly. And it's his freaking father for pete's sake!

"Hmm, that I let you stay awake the whole night?"he grinned. Shit! It's my first time that he had jokes like this.

"Besides, we had something to do anyway"he stated. I narrowed my eyes. "What 'something', huh?"I asked. He raised an eyebrow.

"It's your father's birthday, right?"he asked.

Err, loading......

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Oh great! I almost forgot! "But. . Will I move that much?"I asked worried about my condition. Should I take pills? Oh no, what if I'll get pregnant!?

It's not like, I don't like it but I'm not that ready. I looked at Jahrid, my strength and also a fucking weakness to me!

"Should I t-take pills?"I stuttered. I'm really nervous, what if the 'what ifs' are true?

He smiled. "Didn't you had your period this month?"he asked. I pouted. "My period is always at the end of the month"I explained.

"Hmm, it's your choice, besides, I want to get you pregnant someday, too"he whispered like anytime it will break.

I suddenly imagined him, holding my hand while giving birth to our child. . . But about our family? He kissed my forehead.

"And I don't want you to worry all things, I've already seen you very broken because of your mother. I won't let that happen again. . . I'll be your breath, baby"







Written by: annexbunny

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