'Till I Meet You Again(Doctor Series #1)

Chapter 30

I don't want us to fight

I continuously cried and walked slowly. The sounds of the waves or sea is comforting me a bit. The moon is shining I can see a bit.

I sighed and tears are rolling. Fighting is losing and winning. What will I do to win!? What will I do to fight my own feelings!?

I took a little stone and threw it at the sea. The sound of it dropped in the water is what I want. It sounds like peace.

But it's drowning. I don't want that. I bit my lip. I want to go back at the sand. But, I don't want my slippers and feet will have dirt. I sobbed.

"Fuck it"I groaned while kicking the water itself. This is reality. This is my fate. This is me!

I sobbed again. I remembered the times when I met Jahrid at the airport. Never thought I'll be like this. I thought my feelings for him are gone.

I heard some footsteps ruining the sounds of the waves. Oh shit! It might be a ghost. I never turned because I'm afraid it's a ghost maybe.

I took out a sob again. Damn it. I held to my chest. My heart beats like crazy. Someone held my arms. I screamed.

"No no no please let me go"I sobbed while closing my eyes. Is this a ghost? This touch is familiar. I want to dream!

"Open your eyes, Euphiemia"someone said. I slowly opened my eyes and Jahrid's face revealed.

Fuck! What the hell is he doing here? No! Don't say a word, fucker! I don't want to hear something.

"Are you okay?"he asked. I glared at him. Of course not idiot now stay away light years from me!.

Fuck! The tears are rolling again. "What happened?"he asked. I pushed him a bit. "What are you doing here?"I asked and my voice cracked.

"I followed you because I'm worried"he said. Fuck you! Don't tell me the things like that!

"You can go to Zeta now. I'm fine"I said faking a smile. He's damned topless since a while ago. Damn it!

"Why are you always pushing me away to her? I don't need her"he said softly. I closed my eyes and looked at him. "But she needs you"I said.

He furrowed his eyebrow. "Why are you always mentioning her"he sounds angry. "Just go to her, Idiot!"I shouted.

His mouth is half open. Like he's really not satisfied. "I heard Darius that you cried a while ago"he said. I widen my eyes.

"My eyes are just sore. Now if you won't go, I'll just go"I shouted. I walked away but he grabbed my waist. And he pulled me. My arm is in his nape and the other is in collarbone.

My jaw dropped. "Wh-what are you doing?"I asked looking at the sand. He sighed. "He even punched me, did you know that? I don't want you hurt again"he said. I bit my lip.

"It's not because of you. Now please let me go"I said looking at his eyes confidently. He sighed. "Never"he said. I furrowed my eyebrow.

"Someone must be looking for you now go"I said. I don't want to mention Zeta's name again. He stared at me. I bit my lip.

I looked at the sand. I don't want to embarrass myself always looking at me. He had Zeta, he won't need me.

He pulled me closer. Our chests are barely touched. I still looked at the sand. I don't want to turn to him. It hurts me.

"No one will convince me to let you go"he said. New tears are rolling in my cheeks again. He put his hand on my upper back. I bit my lip.

"Baby, please.... Look at me"he said. I widen my eyes the thing of what he called me. I turned to him. But I didn't mean it.

"Don't ignore me just because of that and don't lie like that. I don't want us to fight"he said. I inhaled sharply.

"We're just arguing"I disagreed. He caressed my waist a bit. My cheeks flushed because of what he did. "Why would you cry because of an argument?"he asked. I bit my lip.

"I love you and I don't want you to be hurt"

I was frozen. No! This might be a dream. I don't want it! Dream is a dream, okay? But.....

"Is this a dream?"I asked. What the hell, Euphiemia? Why did you asked it like that!?

He chuckled. Is this something funny?. "So you're afraid if this a dream, huh?"he asked. I looked at my hand placing on his collarbones. And I looked at him and nodded.

"Then shall I prove you?"he asked while smiling. I bit my lip. "I want something to prove this"I said. Then he...... Kissed me.

Fuck! The feelings are all mixed up. Happiness and fear. I think his kiss woke me up. He tilted his head to kiss me deeper.

My hand on his nape is clenching and the other is trembling. My whole world has shut down so is my eyes. I don't know what to do. I'm dizzy because of his kiss.

I was surpised when he touched my hand on his collarbones and moved it to his upperchest. I felt his damned heart beat in there. It's damned crazy!

He slowly let go of the kiss. I breathed heavily. Maybe I forgot to breath for a moment. "This heart is always beating for you, Euphiemia"he whispered in my ear.

I shivered because of his breathing. "C-can you let go n-now?"I asked. I bit my lip because I realized that I was stuttering. He chuckled.

"I'll wait for your answer. Now don't cry like that because I'll always love you"he said while letting go of my waist. I also put my hands behind me.

"See you"he waved. I nodded and inhaled deeply.

"Bye—"

I widen my eyes as he took a quick kiss on my lips again. He waved again then walked away. I covered my cheeks and silently screamed at myself and ran.

"Hey don't run. You'll get sick again"he shouted. I tripped into a stone because of his voice. I heard him laughed.

I glared at him even though he's not too far away from me. "It's been days since my PTSD strikes!"I shouted. I saw his smile enlightened by the moon.

"Yeah"

Damn it! This is just fucking dream, right!?

Written by: annexbunny