Di Tayo Talo...

Eleventh Shot

>>DANDELION RAY LAZARO<<

"OK ka lang? May nangyari ba? May masakit ba sayo? May problema ka ba?" tanong ko sa kanya. And suddenly...

He hugged me.

He hugged me and cried harder.

He hugged me and cried harder that his shoulders are shaking while he kept saying....

Sorry....

After a few minutes, bumitaw na sya.

His eyes were very red and puffy, it's like he's been crying for days. Honestly, bihira mong makita ang ganitong side nila. Especially this guy. Some people may think that being an idol is equal to pure and unlimited happiness, but it's actually 50-50. You get to be happy because you achieve new stuff, explore new places, learn new things, interact with new people, inspire people, make your family and yourself proud of you. Yeah, it's overwhelming.... but it's actually torture.

It's a miracle if you get 4 hours of sleep, it's a miracle if you get to eat more than 1 bowl or plate, you yourself forget your birthday, you rarely see your family, you can't go to places without a disguise, you have bashers, you receive hate comments, you only have water as food for a week so that you get your body shape maintained, etc.

Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako. I'm just stating my point.

This guy can't express his feelings freely. Same goes for me and the others idols living in the showbiz world.

"Uhh....dun ka muna matulog sa kwarto ko. Mag aayos muna ako dito." Bumitaw na sya sakin at pinunasan and mga luha nya.

Inabutan ko sya ng panyo. Yeah, girlscout alert.

He hesitated to take it but actually did.

Pinunasan nya ang luha nya.

I've always had a soft side when it comes to those who cry. It's just that.... every person is fragile. Bawat tao may kahinaan. Di man nila ipakita, pero once na makilala mo ng lubos ang isang tao, malalaman mo na hindi as lahat ng oras, kaya nating maging masaya at matibay. Everyone has their own kryptonite.

Inabot nya sa akin ang panyo. Gusto nyang ibalik.

"Keep it. You'll never know when you'll need it." I smiled at him.

Tumalikod na ako at umakyat sa kwarto nya.

I closed the trap door pero di ko nilock. Baka kasi umakyat si Jimin.

Inayos ko ang gamit ko at nagbihis. I wore a plain white shirt at maikling short. Typical pambahay. And this shirt's from Suga. He gave it to me on my 15th birthday. I just love his clothes. The scent, the size, the texture. Saka ako humiga sa kama.

Ang lambot.

Kaamoy ni Jimin.

Nagsimula nang bumigat ang takulap ng mata ko.

Matutulog na sana ako nang.....

*Sweeeg*

Yung sweg parin pala ni Suga yung tone ko pag may message.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko sa side table at tinignan ang message.

<Labas ka. Punta sa may pool.>

I hesitated at first pero bumangon din ako.

Sinuot ko ang tsinelas ko at lumabas.

Pumunta ako sa may pool pero wala sya.

Umupo nalang muna ako sa tabi at nilubog ako mga paa ko.

Maya maya any may tumabi sakin.

Suga.

"You still have that shirt, huh?" He said. Breaking the silence. Yeah, I'm still giving him the silent treatment. I'm still upset okay?

"Obviously."

Tumingin sya sakin. His eyes softened and he tried to reach for my hand pero nilayo ko.

"Dubu, your silent treatment is killing me." I remember that nickname. Dubu. That's what he used to call me when...well, when we were still best friends.

"Stop calling me that." I said. Hindi ko sya nilingon.

>>JEYDON JELO LIRIO/SUGA<<

"You don't mind naman kapag tinatawag kitang dubu dati." Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Well that was before Suga. When you used to be my friend."

Ouch. 8 years of being BESTFRIENDS went to being an ex-FRIEND.

"I was your bestfriend. You used to call me Yoongi, not Suga. Seriously, anong nangyari satin? When I became an idol, you lost contact. Ni Hindi ko na alam kung among nangyari sayo."

"I should be the one asking you that...." Sabi nya sakin habang nakayuko.

"Anong nangyari satin? Look, a simple text or call wouldn't hurt. Sana man lang sinabi no sakin na pupunta ka pala ng Korea para magtraining sa BigHit para naman di ako nagmukang tanga na hinahanap ka kung saang lupalop ng mundo ka na napunta." Pagpatuloy nya.

It hit me hard. I didn't realize sooner. I left my best friend without a goodbye. I guess it hurt her.

"Masakit...." tumingin sya sakin. Finally. Kaso....umiiyak na sya.

"Yung malalaman ko nalang sa YouTube na idol kana pala? Ako yung tao na unang dapat makaalam ng lahat ng nangyayari sayo. Oo, Hindi moko nanay pero bestfriend moko at nangako ka! I was left behind. Masakit. Hindi ko na alam kung among nangyayari sayo pero I kept on messaging you. I reached out when you were still a trainee. Pero ni isang reply wala. Tapos nung nalaman mong naging kami ni Taehyung nagalit ka? Kasi Hindi ko sinabi sayo? Alam mo minsan nakakabobo ka rin. Nauubos ang pasensya ko YOONGI. And you've pushed me to my limits."

"Kaya don't expect me to treat you like how I did before. Remember that. At isa pa, wag mo na ring aasahan na tatwagin pa kitang Yoongi. Kung sabihin ko man, Hindi dahil sa magandang dahilan."

After that, she left.

I lost her.

Fuck.

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Yohooooooo!!!!! Bagong update!

2 persons in one chapter.

Di naman po playgirl so Dahyun, sadyang may past lang sya with the boys. Hehe.

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