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Blurry.

Keanu's p.o.v-
I pull Tash off the wall to avoid anymore awkward eye contact and we start setting up for our round of beer pong.
She jumps off the wall too quickly for her drunken state and fumbles on her own feet
She crashes into me and I help her up.
Her delicate skin just under my hand, her warmth seeping into my skin.
I giggle at the giddiness I feel and pull her up straight.
She pours the vodka as if a demon would whose trying to kill us.
The game begins and we already two down. The pure vodka goes straight to my head after the first cup and everything becomes blurry and twisted.
I try my luck but no chance I'm getting anything in , in the state I am in.
Tash launches the ping pong ball out her hand and lands it straight into the cup.
Before I could think I scoop her up in my hands and spin her around.
I hear her laugh chiming through the wind and in that moment , that very small moment I was completely happy.
I place her back down on the ground and stare her in the eyes, my hands still clutching onto her waste. It's as if my body didn't want to let her go, as if it wanted her to stay there forever.
I smile at her and I see her eyes flicker and she grins, but a grin that sends hot fiery blood throughout my whole body, and I mean in every single place.
My hands tighten as I want to just lift her up against the wall and do such unspeakable things to her.
She pulls away and I snap out of my trans, I quickly turn around to adjust my trousers and carry on playing.
*whats going on with me? Why am I having such erotic and sensual thoughts about a girl I usually see as my sister. It must be this alcohol . I has to be it right?*
Our round of of beer pong comes to an end and I try and make my way to something that will stabilize me.
I reach the wall and pull myself up next to Tash.
We begin talking as usual about everything , and I can't help but mention Tracey. I see Tash frown and I wonder why?
She then begins saying how much of a great guy I am and that I deserve so much better.
I look at her blank for a second and my mind fills with only one thing.
*I deserve a girl like you*
I blush and push away these thoughts. We carry on talking for hours until we interrupted by a loud commotion coming from inside.
We make our way inside and see Trent passed out on the carpet in his own vomit. I know the atmosphere is about to get very tense so I climb into action trying to get Trent out of there, and calm Richard and Brodin down. After about an hour everything has calmed down and we climb into Brodins car to leave.
I only then notice that Tash is nowhere in sight.
I begin to panic and immediately begin lecturing Brodin about how he can't do such things to the girl he loves.
We eventually find her on the side of the road crying her little eyes out and my heart begins to ache. How can someone so beautiful and so kind be so hurt.
Brodin and Tash argue it out for about a half an hour and I have to clench my fists to calm myself down. I always try and step in with Brodin and Tash's fights as Brodins judgement goes out the window when he is drunk. But this time I decide to stay out of it as it actually isn't my business.
We eventually order an Uber but there just isn't enough space for all of us.
I see the desperation in Tash's face to just get home so I just offer her to sit on my lap.

What a night.