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The Drive.

Keanu's p.o.v-
Tash gently places herself on top of my lap and my body quivers, why do I like this?
I can feel that she isn't as stable anymore with the amount of alcohol pumping through her veins and she suddenly places her hand on my leg.
I know it's just to support her self in the bumpy car but I feel myself blushing at this sudden movement.
I place my hand so close to hers, just to feel the warmth of her hand.
*I'm drunk, I'm very very drunk and I know that il hardly remember anything in the morning*
I keep repeating this to myself so that my next move won't fill me with as much guilt.
I lift my hand from beside hers and start intertwining my fingers with hers, I hesitate thinking she might reject this gesture but she so easily spread her fingers making room for mine.
I bury my head into the back of her delicate spine and can't help but smile.
I sat there holding her hand for what felt like eternity, but my mind wanted more, more importantly my body wanted more.
I slowly started tracing circles on her hand and I felt her body quiver , this sent chills down my spine as I know that I'm driving her crazy.
Driving her crazy is driving me crazy and without thinking I swing my hand around and grip into her thigh with such force.
She is no longer that delicate girl in my eyes.
I feel her jump and I suddenly regret what I've done ,thinking I may of hurt her, this feeling doesn't last long when she suddenly takes her hand and digs her nails straight into my leg.
The pain was such a beautiful sort of pain I couldn't help but moan.
With every grip and every touch I could feel blood furiously pumping through all parts of my body.
But this still wasn't enough for me, I gently lifted her sweet scented jersey from her back exposing her beautiful olive toned skin.
I ever so gently lowered my mouth to the arc of her back and very slowly started kissing her up her spine.
With every kiss I felt her whole body tense. I loved that I could do this to her.
The car ride was a mere 2 hours but felt like 2 minutes, before I knew it we were pulled up outside my house.
I was insanely disappointed.
I scooted out the car and all I could think of is that this can't end here. My body felt as if it would just shrivel away if I couldn't just be near her.
As the boys turned the corner I saw a slight and very dangerous window of opportunity, but I couldn't help myself.
I swiveled myself around her and gently pinned her against the wall.
She looked up at me with those beautiful big green eyes and my legs went weak again.
Keanu: did you enjoy your night?
I see her lips part so easily , I can't help by focus on those luscious lips.
Tash: obviously.
Just one word, she has the power to say one simple word that sends chills straight through me.
Keanu: how can you do such things to me, you know you can't leave me in the state I'm in now.
Involuntary ,my arms swing up beside her head, keeping her right by me.
Tash: do what you must, I'm not complaining.
She says this and it's as if she sends my mind and body into a frenzy, I need her now, I need her in ways that many would call sinful. All I can think of is mounting her on this wall right now as if she is a beautiful painting. I want to rip off every piece of clothing that is separating me and her.
I grip her waist and pull her right onto me, I reach for her face and as I'm about to take her. Take her as my very own in this beautiful moment we hear brodin scream from around the corner. Without thought or time to process anything that just happened Tash pushes me off her and runs to him.
She doesn't even turn back, I feel her warm body leave the clutch of my arms and I stand there in despair.
*how can she just leave, leave and run into his arms, into the arms of a guy that belittles her, of a guy that doesn't want to treat every single inch of her beautiful body*
I guess I'm the fool, it's Brodin, he loves her, I'm his best friend and I guess I might love her too.
What have I done.