~Troubled Soul~ (Jinson//Jackjin)

17. ❤️

It's still dark outside and I was still sleeping until all of a sudden I feel Jackson's soft lips touching mine. I crack my eyes open and softly smile at him.

- Good morning, sweetheart.- he says, and his stunning smile shines bright in front of me. My vision is still a little blurred but his face looks so handsome. I'm so tired I can't say anything so I gently surround his neck with my arms, hugging him and then kissing his neck. - did you sleep well? - he whispers in my ear with his raspy morning voice that still gives me chills. I nod my head and start a little as I feel his fingers getting under my sweatshirt. My skin burning under his touch and my cheeks blushing, since I wasn't wearing anything else.

- Y-yes - I gulp and he softly giggles, noticing that I am embarrassed.

- You asked for it, princess ahah - I giggle and hug him tighter. I whine lightly as he removes his hands from under my clothes than tilt my head back to face him. His stunning smile is still on his face. - anyways, I'm not going to force you sweetie. - he giggles then breaks our hug and gets up after pecking my lips.

He turns around and ruffles his hair so I look at him pouting. Come on, this is cruel... I snuggle up in the loose sweater I'm wearing and look down at my feet on the bedsheets, looking upset. I bite my lower lip and then whisper.

- Seunnie... - he turns around.

- Yes, sweetie? - he says, smiling a little confused.

- Do you love me? - Why would I ask him that? Ugh... He gets closer to me, lightly giggling. He gets on the bed and crawls towards me, until he reaches me and surrounds me with his strong arms. He sighs and then pecks my lips, hugging me tight.

- Jinyoungie... I don't think love is a word that's big enough to describe my feelings, right now... - my heart melts and I can't even hug him back, for my soul is weak. - do you know what "ineffable" means? - I tilt my head confused. Wait. Oh... I don't know how, but I know what that means, oh gosh, he's so- I shake my head saying no... Wanting him to say it. Somehow he notices I'm lying and giggles before sighing and whispering into my ear, with a soft cute voice. - It describes something that is just too great to be expressed in words.- he pecks my cheek and I blush smiling widely. - everytime I think about my feelings for you, this word comes into my mind.- I close my eyes, finally finding the strength to hug him back, tightly.

I swear. He could have said anything. A "yes" would have been enough. But he decided to let these powerful heart melting words slip out of his magical lips. He's so impossible. And I love him so much. Wait, he's right...
I... I ineffably love him.

- Thank you, Jackson.- I squint my eyes and kiss his neck doing my best not to cry from happiness. - thank you for entering my life. You're such an amazing person. In and out. I love you. I love you... Ineffably.- I hug him, almost choking him, but he doesn't complain.

- Thanks to you, Jinyoungie.- he gulps. -you have no idea... But you're the one who turned me into who I am now, it's all thanks to you- I giggle.

- Stop... It's not true.- I say smiling.

- It is. - he pecks my cheeks one last time and then looks at me. - Let's not talk about all those cheesy things now ahah- he laughs nervously blushing. I nod and then look at him smiling trying to calm him down, although I don't precisely know what's getting him upset.

- Fine then... What do you want to talk about, Seunnie? - I smirk biting my lower lip and putting my hands on his cheeks. He smirks and kisses me closing his eyes. I close mine as well focusing on his lips against mine, while kissing him back.

- Let's talk about how you shouldn't be this naughty, princess...- he whispers on my lips and I giggle, but then moan softly as I feel him biting my lower lip and gently sucking it.