All Of Me

3. I Kill Whatever I Want

I sat on the edge of my bed looking at the mirror that was infront of me.

                How could this be?

                How could I find him now?

                The one person that my heart was created to kill.

                The only person in this world that I would kill and achieve something so powerful that no one can understand or explain.

                I stood up slowly still with my veins blacked on my arms and my eyes still black from the hungry that I had for him.               

                The hungry that would always be around as long as he was around me, I had a few options when it came to clearing up my eyes.

                I could kill Jensen.

                I could kill Jensen.

                Or I could kill Jensen.

                Either why I looked at it, Jensen would have to die by my hands.

                I stood up and took the dress off as I went for a shower.

                My body was shaking from the thirst that I had but I was not feeding it.

                I would never feed my body in this manner.

               

                I walked down to the lobby to see Juliette sitting in the main lobby looking out the front door.

                I looked back at her, “Hey is everything ok?”

                Juliette jumped up and smiled back at me, “So how was your night?”

                I looked down at her hands.

                “Juliette, where is your ring?”

                “This is place is so pretty.”           

                “What happened last night Juliette?”

                “My mother was right.”

                I stepped out of the way as Juliette’s mother walked over to us, “We should get going.”

                I looked down at Juliette, “What is he at?”

                “I don’t know he left last night after our fight.”

                “Call him and talk to him Juliette, don’t give up just yet.”

                Juliette looked back at me, “He slept with another girl last night in our honeymoon suite.”          

                I shook my head as Juliette went out with her mother when Gen and Jared walked out of the elevator with their bags, “I'm guessing you are heading out too.”

                Gen looked back at me, “After what has happened, we think it is best.”               

                I looked back at Jared, “I don’t understand it, they have been happy for years and now this.”