Living is hell. Can I die now? My head hurts, my eyes burn, I feel like throwing up. I got like 4 hours of sleep then my mom told me we had to do something today. Oh right. Go out and get makeup for my cosplay...I really don't wanna go out cause...of female reasons, but I guess I don't have a choice. I better at least go take some medicine and put my eye drops in. I still want to die. Hopefully I can sleep tonight. I can't stand to have another sleepless night.