It really doesn't help that my brother is watching anime and it's literally the episode where someone dies...he asked me if I was gonna watch and was surprised I wouldn't. I had a hard enough time dealing with the scenes prior where they were talking about death and killing someone. I definitely can't watch where someone is dying cause of disease. I'm just listening to my music so I won't have to hear it. I keep choking back tears...fuck...I wanna go to my room and hide and cry, but my parents get suspicious if I do that. So I'm stuck here.
