I'm so tired. I want to sleep, but I can't. I'd close my eyes and I'd get so nervous and anxious. I'm tired of staying up all night. I want to sleep...I'm too tired to do anything other than listen to music...but I don't feel safe at all. I can't sleep at all and it sucks. It's just gonna make my mental state even worse and more unstable. In a day, it'll be August. Not long after that I'll have my schedule. I wish that day would come sooner. I wanna know my school schedule now. It's killing me. I wish I could sleep, but I'm far too uncomfortable to do so...I hate nights like these...