Am I suppose to love him

Chapter 18- I can show you better then I can tell you

Chapter 18- I can show you better then I can tell you

                                                               Arianna

I went in the house and chris  was sitting on the couch watching tv. I walked over to him and he was staring  at the tv nothing was on it just sportscenter was on. “ I’m sorry” I said to him. “ Its  cool” and he continued to watch tv. He didn’t even look at the tv. He didn’t even look at me when he said it. I sat down on his lap and he pushed me off and sat me on the couch next to him. I sat down and started watching the tv and I got really close to him and started to place kisses on his neck right on his spot and he moved away from me. I moved over to where he was nibbling on his ear and he pushed my face away. I waited a few more minutes and then I started to tickle him and he took a hold of my hands and looked me straight in the eye and said “ stop playing”. “ I thought you said you wasn’t mad?” “ I never said that I said that its cool that you don’t love me”. “ I do I think ” I said.  “ you think or you know?” he asked me.  “ I know” I whispered the last part. “ oh yeah you know he said mocking me still not looking at me and he got up and went to the kitchen and he came out with a bottle or water and started drinking it and he went in the bedroom and closed the door. I sat down on the couch and thought about what I should do and decided to go in the bedroom and I opened the door and chris was laying on the bed with nothing on but his boxers and his eyes  was closed and his album fortune was playing trumpet lights. I closed the door and walked over to the mirror and started looking at myself and just started dancing in the mirror and started to take my clothes off and just dance to the music just easing my mind and soul and I closed my eyes and just went listened to the music. I felt  strong pair of hands on my waist and he put his face in the crook of his neck and he started to kiss on y neck and we both just started dancing to the music just enjoying each other’s company but when touch me came on  I started singing it to him and took control and showed him how much I love him.