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Chapter 27- New Year, New troubles

       Chapter 27-New year, New Troubles

                                             arianna

We wrung in the new year together. It was great until I got text from an unexpected person. The text said Im sorry for hurting can you give me a chance to explain kevin. I deleted it and went to dance and bring in the new year with my baby. We left the club shortly after. We got home and went to bed and just cuddled. We both seem stuck in our own thoughts which soon became dreams. In the morning I woke up sweating . My dream was crazy I was running and there was three guys that were gonna jump off the mountain and one guy was gonna push me off the mountain because I ruined his life. I got up and went to the bathroom and poured water on my face. I was still freaked out and I didn’t know what to do so I put on some clothes and went for a jog. I was running for a long time in the park. i had my ipod in my ears so I wasn’t really paying attention because I was thinking about all the thoughts going on in my head from kevin to shad and chris. The only person that should be on my mind is chris right. I’m not scared of kevin that was a one time thing I thought as I ran into someone. ” I’m sorry” I told them not bothering to look at them as tried to walk past them until they grabbed my arm. I looked at them and it was shad wow I thought this is weird I thought. ” arianna wait” he said. ” I gotta go” I said just trying to get out of here before something crazy happens that I’ll regret. ” please give me a few minutes of your time ” he said ” alright” I said and we moved toward a bench and sat down and he began talking ” look I’m real sorry how I up and left you when you needed me the most.” ” its cool that was a long time ago I forgot all about it and forgiven you” I told him. ” oh yeah that explains why you were looking at me so strange in the hospital when you woke up.” he said. ” yeah I was just confused to see you as a doctor I thought you were gonna be some drug dealer,gangsta or murder ” I told him. ” damn you had no faith in me did you?” he asked me. ” I did but you broke my heart so I just wished the worst on you” I told him. ” thats wrong your not supposed to wish bad things on anybody because then it happens to you” he said. ” I don’t think so I had pretty good luck besides I’m dating chris brown” I told him. ” I don’t know you were in the hospital a few months ago” he said. ” yeah thats true but it just an accident that happen because i played with a man’s feelings” I told him. “ you did huh I thought you were the perfect girlfriend” he said. “ I was I just fell for one of his friends” I told him. “what you cheated on someone I don’t believe it “ he said. “ yeah I fell in love” I said. “hmm “ he said. “ why the hmm and how come your a dad”I asked her. He took a deep breath and said “ because I had to step up and become a man because I was her only parent since her mother died during childbirth I wanted to give her up to my mom or for adoption but once I held her and saw her I loved her and I knew I had to be a man and a father” he said. “ WOW what did you become a doctor ?” I asked him. “ because I wanted to be better and taking care of people became easy because I used to help my mom at the hospital she worked at it.” “ wow thats all I wanted to know” I told him. “ well I’ll leave now” he said “ no stay and talk to me “ I told him and we continue talking and somewhere in between we kissed. Chris

I can’t believe I’m here but she kept blowing up my phone telling me she missed me and needed me. I ignored her for the longest but now she was saying she was gonna kill herself. I went to her hotel she was staying at and knocked on the door and she opened the door and pulled me inside to the bed and I said a quick prayer to god LORD PLEASE PROTECT ME FROM EVIL AMEN