Am I suppose to love him

Chapter 25 feelings part 3

Chapter 25 - feelings part 3

Megan

Megan

I came back to new york to see my boo.He flew me here and I really wanted to see him. He was everything to me that I didn't know what to do so I got on the plane and came here but with happen to Arianna it through me off so I told him that I was going to make sure my friend is okay. I got to his apartment and knocked on the door and waited for him to open the door. The door opened and it was Angelica who came in the door and said " megan what are you doing here?[" " umm I'm here to see aubrey?" I told her. " what do you want with him?" she asked me. " he's my boyfriend" I told her as he approached the door . " AGAIN AUBREY WHY" Angelica screamed.I turned around and walked to the elevator and got on. I was thinking about how come I'm always the one getting hurt, why I'm always second choice, don't I deserve to be happy, why me. The elevator stopped and I got off and headed outside into New york city. I just kept walking and walking until I bumped into somebody. " I'm sorry" I told them. " its my bad" he said. I started to walk around and go about my way when someone grabbed my arm.

I looked up and it was Shad. " whats wrong angie why are walking in the rain and crying?" he asked me. I touched my face and wiped the tears that I didn't realize I was crying. " its nothing I'm fine" I told him. " you sure because it doesn't look fine to me " he said. " come with me" he said and he took my hand and I followed him to a car and he told me to get in as he opened the door for me. I hesitated first but he lightly pushed me and got in the car. He got in the driver's side and we drove off.

We were in the car for a while and finally we stopped driving I looked out the window and we were outside this house. It was really beautiful. We got out the car and he unlocked the door and we went inside and this lady comes up and said " Mr moss shai is sleeping but I have an emergency and I have to leave". " thats fine I hope everything is fine" he told her and opened the door and she left and he closed the door and he went into the living room and sat down and I sat next to him. " so why were out so late crying and don't say nothing because we both know its more."he said. " oh I just have bad luck "I said as i wiped my nose with my sleeve. " bad luck how" he said. " well I met this guy and we dated then he moved to nyc and I moved to virginia and we still kept in contact but I came up here to see him because he invited me and get to his place and angelica opened the door and said what are you doing here at my man's house and I just turned around and left the building and started walking and thats when I ran into you" I told him. " why does this keeping happening why do always fall for the liars and the cheaters why can't I get a good man?" I asked again. " I don't know the answer but maybe you should choose more wisely like do a background check then and exes check where you find his exes and you ask them why they broke up " he said. " what" I said. " it was just a thought I don't know " he said and we were interrupted by a little girl coming downstairs and saying " daddy I scared". He went to her and picked her up and came back to the couch and sat down. " what happen bad dream?" he asked her. " yeah" she said while rubbing her eyes and he started to rub her back and she laid her head on him and closed her eyes. " your really good with her" I told him. " thanks I had alot of practice" he said. " what I don't understand is how could you walk away from aria when she was pregnant and go have a baby with someone else?" I said. " I wasn't ready then but things change and I had to step up because shai's mother died while giving birth and I was all that she had left" he said. " oh okay" I said. " yeah" he said. He went to put Shai in her bed upstairs and he came back down and turned on the tv and he said " you need to watch something funny so you can stop being sad " and turned to kevin hart I'm a grown little man on comedy central. We watched that and laughed and when it was over I don't know if it was because I was sleepy or sad but I kissed him and I don't know why.

Arianna

It was 3 o'clock in the morning when I picked up the phone to Angelica screaming her head off all I could understand was " aubrey is a bitch ass nigga I can't believe him I just wanna kill him" I got upwent tothe bathroom and peed and then washed my hands and sat on the toliet seat and listened to angelica complain about aubrey and it wasn't to halfway in when I realized that we were talking about aubrey the guy next door and I said calm down angelica you knew aubrey wasn't shit back then and he isn't shit now. how many girls is gonna have to go through for you to get 1st lacy, then you , then me nd last megan just give it up I told her. She was talking and she said " what you dated him to? "." not dated just kissed and nothing further" I told her and she was silent and I told her " look just go to sleep and forgot about him he's not worth your time and energy" all I heard was complete silence and I hung up the phone and went to bed.