Am I suppose to love him

Chapter 19- Last day in Paradise

     Chapter 19- Last Day in Paradise

                                                   Chris

               

Today was Sunday it was going to be our last day her in Rio. Its been pretty relaxing here and I’m loving it. I don’t know what is I don’t know what is about  Arianna but we just always have a good time with each other. She doesn’t ask me for anything she’s just always here when I need her. I mean she’s just always have a good just always have a good time with each other. She doesn’t ask me for anything she’s just always there when I need her. I mean she listens to me and understands me and she doesn’t judge me at all and thats probably  why I told her I loved her yesterday but she made it up to me later on. She’s just fucking amazing. She has my back through everything I can just laying on the bed relaxing after Arianna put in so much work last night got pregnant or something we were going crazy last night intil this morning but I had  to get back to work soon because I have to get ready for the tour I’m about to go on tour mostly overseas  for this fortune album. This is gonna be so much fun  I was just running my fingers through her hair it was all soft and smooth and watched her sleep and she started to move and she turned over and said “ morning ”. “ Morning beautiful” I said “hey” she said. “ You ready to go home?” I asked her she said “ you ready to go home? ” I asked her. “ Does it involve going with you?” she said. I laughed and pushed her hair out of her face and said “ no I gotta go on tour overseas and you got work ” I told her. “ I know but I rather be where ever you are ” she said. “ your cute come get up and get dressed and I watched her get up and make her way to the bathroom and get dressed and I followed her and we got up and got dressed and went out see the city. It was alot calmer on the streets today not much people out today when the day we came. It was just a few people and a bunch of little carts and people were selling jewelry, clothes and food and I bought some of everything just to give the people some money in their pocket you can’t knock their hustle. We went to  eat at this little stage and I started singing off key one of monica’s song called angel of mine then. A bunch of kids came in and said Chris Brown sing it right and  I started singing right and everybody clapped and cheered I took a bow and said thank you and posed so I could take a bunch of funny pictures of me and Arianna joined in with me and we took some pictures in till we didn’t want to take anymore. I gave them all hugs signed autographs for them and took pictures with them and we headed back to the house so we get everything and leave and head back to the states I was sad that I was leaving and we got on the boat and headed to the car that would take us to the car that would take us to the plane and Arianna was really quiet and asked her “ why are you so quiet? “ cause were leaving and I won’t get to see you for a long  time ” she tole me. “ Don’t worry before you know it I’ll be back besides when I come to the states you can come to them ” I told her. “ I can?” she asked me. “ yeah your my good luck charm” I told her. “ yay I feel a lot better now and we arrived to the airport and got on the plane and headed to drop Arianna off in New York and then I went to L.A. I got off the plane and I headed to my place and as I was opening the door and went inside I got this sharp pain go through my  chest and I shrugged it off  and just got myself a cup of ginger ale and sat down to watched tv. I decided to call Arianna to tell her I was home but it went right to voicemail so I texted her saying I’m home I just wanted to say I miss you and I got no reply and I got another sharp pain go through my chest and I felt like something couldn’t be maybe it’s just be heartburn or something I don’t know I called Aria once again but I got no answer but I felt like she was probably just sleeping so I shrugged it off and said she’s fine I’m tripping.

                                                                 Arianna

It felt great to be going home but I was missing chris I figured once I get home I’ll just end things with Kevin so me and chris can be together. I opened the door I was greeted with a cold glare and Kevin was sitting on the couch and he said “ how was your trip?” “ What trip I was hanging out with Angelica all weekend ” I said. “ wrong answer I’m a ask you again?” He said really mad. I walked over to him and said “ what’s wrong ?” he said “ nothing much just for the fact that my girlfriend is going to the exotic islands with one of my friends like their a couple or some shit like that ” he said. “ you can try to deny it all you want but here’s the proof and the tv turned on to some spanish channel and there was me and chris picture looking happy  together its not like that I said. “ well whats it like then?”  he asked me. “ umm I tried to come up with something but before I could say anything ” he grabbed my neck in his hands and started squeezing it and I could barely breath and he looked me in the eyes and he said “ I don’t like to be made a fool out of by anyone especially someone that I love ” he said letting go of my neck and walked over to the table and they threw a box at me I opened it and it was a diamond ring. “ Sorry ” I said. “ sorry you say that meanss nothing to me right now and I went into the bathroom and looked at my beck it was all red and stuff and handprints were all on my neck I was coming out the bathroom when he came in and I backed up against the tub and he grabbed me and shook me intil I lost consciousness .