The door opened, I met her legs with my eyes and slowly let my eyes scale up her body. She wore his shirt.
Then upon her face I saw her smile of victory. "Are you lost?"
I gave a smile, I knew it was weaker than hers but something in me was drowning in the comedy of it all. "No, I've come to pick my mate."
"He's asleep."She said and leant against the door frame.
"He's not. His heart is beating way too fast for him to be." I stood up, "perhaps he's avoiding talking to you." I held my hands behind my back.
"Alpha Haydn, come out. Your mate wants to see you." I called.
We stood in silence until he showed up, he slipped past her and walked with me. We entered the master bedroom. I still need to clean this place, "go take a shower. You reek of her."
He did as I said.
The whole time I had a repeated mantra in my head. "The moon makes no mistakes. This is a test."
I looked out the window, it has to be.
I heard the door open and turned to look at him. "Am I not attractive enough?"
"Whilst my instinct was fighting for me to fuck you, you had her on your mind?" this time a dry laugh bubbled past. What kind of test was this?
"Wear something, shes left some marks on your skin." he did as I asked. He almost looked ashamed.
Shame would have stopped him before he even entered her door, he regrets nothing. "I had a friend." I start and sit on the bed. "I learnt many things from him. I know you'll be glad to find out just what."
"There's a prayer... I think incantation is the better term. This can severe the bond between the two of us. I can go off and be a vegabond and you may stay with your female."
"No."
"What do you mean no? You have no interest in me."
He looked at me, "I mean no. You're my chosen. I can't lose you."
"I'm telling you this to relieve you from that."
"What about the exchange with your Alpha? Have you forgotten? The brand on your skin ties you to me."
Winded would be the understandment of the century. This revelation was something I couldn't see past. I quickly took off my top and showed my arm to him.
"Read it. It says my prize belongs to you. That's all! Whatever you had discussed with that man has nothing to do with me as far as my skin is concerned."
Haydn looked unmoved, "kill me."
I grabbed his wrists and brought them to my neck. "I'm going to spend another nine days wanting to be fucked. I don't want that. Just kill me."
I was shaking, I don't want this test. "each day will be harder than the last. Today was nothing, now that I have gotten a taste of what mating feels like... Kill me."
His hands were shaking, "Alpha Haydn, I'm asking you to kill me."
He tried to pull his hands from my grip but I wouldn't budge. I saw a childhood dream fall to pieces, I saw a beautiful picture be washed away. Mates were far more than this, they were special. Forever, something you couldn't go again.
"No."
Seeing the mark she left on his neck the tears started falling, almost everything I believed was falling to pieces. "You don't need a Luna."
The mark was mocking me, the pinkness of it all telling me just how fresh it really is. The moon made a mistake this time around. "I wish I died that day, then I wouldn't be subject to the nonsense I'm seeing right now."
"Katinka, stop."
"Have mercy on me, kill me now before I feel more pain! Kill me as you have my fantasies!" my claws had surfaced and were digging into his skin.
"I was okay with being your Luna," I bit m by lip hard. "I was willing to sacrifice my own self to stay by you."
"Haydn, Kill Me!" a cry broke into the air. "Before I lose myself. I would rather die."
"Tinka, stop."
I shook my head, "don't call me that!"
He wasn't going to do it. "Fine." I released my grip. I pushed away and started walking.
I felt him follow and once I stood in front I'd the house I stopped to see him at the door. "Stay right there, stay with your female."
I will not.
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moon's chosen
Lupi mannari"I wish I died that day, then I wouldn't be subject to the nonsense I'm seeing right now." "Katinka, stop." "Have mercy on me, kill me now before I feel more pain! Kill me as you have my fantasies!"