Disappear

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I sometimes wish I would just disappear. I feel like a problem to those around me. Or maybe everyone else is the problem. I want to be invisible so no one can see me. Even if I'm not, sometimes I feel that I am not really there at all. I am not important. No matter how hard I try, I am never enough. There are so many things I wish I could be, but I'm not. Little by little, everyday, I lose motivation to go on. It's almost gone. I don't have the will to try to be friends with everyone, to fix my problems, do work...it would be easier if I disappeared. Or maybe, if I disappeared to elsewhere, where I am no longer a burden to carry. I wonder if maybe there is somewhere out there for me. if I ever get there, maybe I will not have to disappear. 

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