Since the summer started, I've had a lot of time to think. I've wondered about what the future is going to throw my way. So many possibilities, with limited outcomes. I'm terrified. Things that need to change aren't changing and things that need to stay the same decide to change. I wonder how different life would be if everything wasn't so difficult and if the world would change. Will the coming year be better? Or will it make me wish that it all never happened? My cousins and I discussed out futures. Will I be apart of that? Or will I or they disappear from each other's lives? I wonder if it was all worth it with him. Would I change it if I could? I wonder if I would change myself to be more likable. Would it at all make a difference? I want to change; to be more funny or fun or be someone that people want to be friends with. I often wonder what would be the outcome if that were to be the case.
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Holes in My Mind
Teen FictionThrough everything that's happened, she doesn't know how to feel anymore. This drama-filled teen struggles with feelings of anxiety, depression, rejection, and loneliness. The holes in her mind allow many, many thoughts to cross her mind, her not kn...
