The bell rings and I am once again alone. The morning is cold as the sun rises, but the darkness is still there in my mind. I look around me, seeing the hundreds of faces that I will soon forget. Everyone has their own thoughts, their own struggles. My mind is a mess, everything in here is crowded, just like my high school hallway during a passing period. Everyday, this darkness continues to consume me, the demons won't go away. Why me? I'm not the one you want...I'm already alone, why won't you leave me alone? My lungs began to collapse, I can no longer breathe. I'm a goner, there's nothing left for me. One heart is broken, what's one more? My mind is at war and the screams won't stop. God where are you? I can't control my head anymore, where are you now? I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE
I can breathe again. I open my eyes to a now empty hallway. No more blurry faces or loud screams. Just silence. Not peaceful, but reassuring. The demons are gone for now.
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Holes in My Mind
Teen FictionThrough everything that's happened, she doesn't know how to feel anymore. This drama-filled teen struggles with feelings of anxiety, depression, rejection, and loneliness. The holes in her mind allow many, many thoughts to cross her mind, her not kn...