Holes in My Mind

What Did You Do To Me?

It's all kind of a funny story when you look back at it. You look back on how things used to be and what they have now become. In such little time, things change. Those you once called your enemies you may now call friends. And those who were once your friends, aren't around anymore. You miss them. And you miss how you once used to be, especially when you were with them. You miss the way someone use to make you feel, the smile they were able to plaster onto your face. But it's now all gone. They just remain a wonderful memory, replayed over and over. Some days, I wish I could back. I wish that things hadn't gone downhill. His amazing smile and the twinkle in his eye were gone. All the familiar things were no longer there. Just like that, you disappeared from my life. No more texts, no more calls, no more love. I feel robbed, you took something from me that you can never give me back. Did anything I ever said to you mean anything? Anything at all? Better yet..did you ever mean all the things you said? You stare at me cold eyed, looking at me as if I did something wrong. I never did anything to hurt you, but you hurt me...maybe if you disappeared completely from my life, it would be for the best.