Kissing on my tattoos {BOOK 1}

chapter 25

Cause you love it then you leave it

But you know how bad I need it

You're so fuckin' conceited

Why you coming over with it.

-no love remix ft. Nicki Minaj

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while august was at the studio I didn't have anything to do today so I drove around. August had the CD with no love remix on it so I was jamming to that while driving. overall it's a really good song.

I stopped at a red light next to the club space and spotted augusts' range rover. why would he be there this time of day?

I got out the car and I was wearing a sequin top with a low cut v showing my cleavage with matching tom ford wedges and long black jean pants. my hair was straight as usual.

paparazzi was everywhere. I went to the line and skipped everyone, the bouncer let me in because he already knew about me. when I got in I couldn't see august so I walked around. while looking I came across a few fans so I signed some autographs and took some pictures but the chats were cut short because I was on a mission.

when I was able to get up stairs I saw august sitting back on a couch with 5 drinks, 6 bitches, and Nicki. what the fuck?

As soon as I walked into the area august was seated Nicki looked and it must have clicked that I was the one she talked to last night. she tapped august and he looked at me then he immediately jumped up.

"hey ma, what you doin' here?"

august said grabbing my waist

"no the question is what the fuck are you doing here?"

I moved his hands off my waist

"Nicki hit me up and said we were havin' a party for the release of the new song so I came."

august explained

"but you couldn't tell me that? you told me you were at the studio."

I said getting angrier

"bae lower your voice people lookin'"

august hushed me

"I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THESE PEOPLE!!"

I yelled and made everyone turn in our direction.

august grabbed my hand and walked me out the club, the paparazzi were taking pictures but we didn't care. august took me to where his car was and I leaned on it, he put his hands on both sides of the car and I was in the middle.

"look at me alisha, this jealous bullshit has to stop, you getting out of control. you're embarrassing me and I don't need all that extra drama."

he scowled at me.

I looked up at him and rolled my eyes.

one reporter came to us and asked

"AUGUST! AUGUST! IS THIS YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!"

august bit down on his teeth and contemplated the answer.

'IS MR. "NO LOVE" HIMSELF IN A RELATIONSHIP?'

I could hear TMZ and Nicole Bitchie now.

"um....." august couldn't answer.

part of me was hurt because he didn't want the world to know we are together but part of me knew he didn't want the drama from 'alsina nation'.

I don't care. I guess I let the anger, jealousy, and embarrassment get to me to because I gave up. looking at the reporter waiting for the answer and augusts' face I just couldn't.

"we're just friends"

august told the reporter and the reporter walked away.

"just friends"

I whispered and broke down.

I started tearing up so I pushed him away and walked to my car. I got in and before I could close the door, august grabbed it.

"what's wrong?"

august asked

"look I can see it now. all I have been was a problem, I've been putting dents in your player image. but you can go back to being a player and fucking all these hoes, you're a free man. we're just friends."

I closed the door and drove off to Augusts house. I quickly grabbed some clothes and my money. when my stuff was in the car I sat there thinking about where I should go.

I can't go home, he knows where I live....

if I go to a hotel all he has to do is search my last transactions......

where could I go....

Then the idea came to me, I know where to go and he'll never figure it out. I picked up the phone and dialed the numbers, I quickly got an answer.

????: "hello"

I hesitated for a bit then spoke his name

me: "Trey?"