His Possession (1D5SoS FanFic)

Chapter Three

*Harry's POV

I woke up alone in my bed. I searched for her but I found myself alone. She was gone.

I reached for my phone and got a message from her.

From: Elle♥

hey babe, I went home. I've got something to do. I'll be gone for a week. Im going home to London, need to see mum & dad. Thanks anyway for inviting me over last nyt. U take care okay? See u again. Loveyah.

-Alexisse xx.

I let out a big sigh. She always does that, after having a night with me, she would always leave me in the morning.

I should've told her last night.

But I was drown by her again.

Maybe you will hate me, throw shits on me if I tell you what we're doing or what Im doing to her rather.

Three years of using her, three years of not respecting her and our friendship.

I know, the night I took her, I was not so drunked but she was wasted.

She kissed me and Im just a guy and you know what happened next.

I took advantage of her.

And everytime we hang-out, we ended up doing it.

Shame on me for doing it to her.

I made her a total slut which is not suppose to be!

I know Im her first, all her first and Im the only guy that could touch her entirely.

Mental slap again.

I want to punch my face until I passed out.

I cant have her, I know she doesnt want me to be her boyfriend. Because I dont respect her and Im her bestfriend!

I dont know why she lets me touch her for this long.

She dont demand or ask for anything, or say anything how does she feel about me not even tried to nag me.

She's a super model but Im using her. Im fucking using her for my pleasure! Im fucking using my bestfriend for heaven's sake!

But thats my only way to have her, to get a hold of her, to get her in my arms, to call her mine.

When she's with me, Im the luckiest guy on earth.

Her voice, scent, giggles, touches, the way she say my name... All of her means everything to me.

But she dont give a damn to me.

When I hear that someone tries to date her, I swear in the whole universe I might kill that guy!

But she never had one but me.

Yeah. I love her since I saw her came in Cheshire.

Until now, she's the only girl I want to have. I love her as my bestfriend. I need her.

Okay I know you're confused now, I love her as my bestfriend and not a couple like love.

I want her to be my girlfriend coz Im so guilty on what we're doing but everytime I refuse to take her in my bed and tell to myself its not right, I ended up wanting her more.

I want her to be legally mine but I know she would just reject me because she knows Im just guilty.

All I can do is to give her material things.