His Possession (1D5SoS FanFic)

Chapter 28

Time drops. . .

 Just two days before the wedding, everything has been fixed. Our families were here already, me and Ash decided to have our wedding here in Sydney. 

I really want to get married with him, like Ive been dreaming of this for so long. Five years... Five years of being together. Five years of being silly with each other, Im so used to him with me by my side. And i swear i dont know how to stand up if he leaves me.

"How's our bride to be?" Calum asked, sitting beside me smiling. He placed a little box on the table, it was wrapped with glittery red wrapper and white silk ribbon.

"Early wedding gift? why too small though?" i answered raising my eyebrow smiling.

"Well, thats just my gift for you, i know we've been friends for years since day one and i havent given you anything. So there you go." he said smiling then met my dully eyes and stared on it.

I immediately looked down but he got me. "What's wrong Alex?" he asked.

I sighed, shrugging, "Nothing..." I whispered.

"I know you want to tell me something..." he pried on me.

I released a deep breathe, knowing that i need someone to talk to.

I faced him, and my eyes started to well-up. "Hey, did i said something wrong? Im sorry..." he said freaking out.

"I- i think i want to quit..." i mumbled and he stopped.

"What do you mean? Am i getting this wrong? or Losing on it? W-what do you mean quit?" he asked abruptly.

"C-calum... Im sorry, i mean i dont know whats happening on me. Its like im really determined to quit now. I think its not yet the right time for us... God whats happening on me?" i rambled while he pulled me in a comforting hug.

I cried for minutes and he took me to Coogee beach.

"What made you feel and think of that?" he asked looking out on the beach.

I watched the people along the seashore, then looked up on the clear sky.

"It suddenly came up, like i felt so vulnerable at the momment that even my own happiness became my sorrow." i said.

"I know you love him so much..." he muttered.

"So much..."

"But why? are you really gonna do it?" he asked looking at me intently then look away again.

"I dont know..." i mumbled crossing my arms over my chest.

He sighed, "What about Ash?" he asked.

A tear suddenly dripped then another one came until i broke down again on his arms. "I know you're just confused and marriage life is so different from today. In two days, you're both going to tie the knot. You'll going to live your lives together. Although a lot would change, a lot of adjustments but you need to bear with it." he stated while i just listened to him.

"Alex you cnt hurt him... You need to think of this for a million times. You know how much he love and care for you. You cant do this to him and to everyone of us." he said and i cant even form any word on my mouth.

He walked back to the car and me only followed him like nothing happened. We arrived safely at the house and found everybody preparing dinner. My mom told me that Ash, Luke and Michael went for the last fitting for their suits. Calum went to follow them after he dropped me off the house.

"Is there something wrong honey? Are you sick or something?" Anne Marie asked and i just shook my head and pulled a convincing smile to her.

"Did Calum fooled you around while you're out?" My mom asked like she's gonna kill Calum if i tell her he did.

"Nope Mom, Im just tired or lack of sleep maybe? Im going upstairs, just call me when the boys arrived." i told them and i went upstairs tossing myself on the bed and let it fall asleep slowly.

I shifted for how many times until i heard the boys downstairs and a running steps coming towards the room. I tried to pretend that im asleep, then someone shakes me to wake me up.

"Alexiiiiisssseeee wake uppppp! We're herrrrreeee! Hellloooo..... Alex you sucked!" Michael garrulously said.

"Get a life Michael, Im awake you dork." i said then got up but he pulled me downstairs.

We found them already situated at the kitchen table, smiling at me. Ash pulled a chair for me and i sat beside him. He kissed my cheeks and i felt like im gonna cry, i saw Calum shrugged his shoulders and Luke nudged his rib causing him to yelp.

"No funny business in here boys. Im going to call your mothers and i tell you they will come here in a jiffy." Anne Marie warned them when they started a mini catfight on the dining table.

"Let's eat! And we need to sleep early, my daughter is having a hard time getting some sleep." My mom told to everybody and everyone looked at me like i killed a rat with my bare hands.

"Why? Are you sick or something babe?" Ashton asked getting worried.

I shook my head and smiled weakly, "Im fine b-babe..." i said.

"Maybe she's nervous coz in few days she would be Mrs. Ashton Irwin eh?" Mike teased and all i ever did is to sigh and smile like nothing is wrong. Even though i know there is.

"She's getting lack of sleep because..." Calum started and i gave him a death glare.

"You know thats the perks of getting marred right?" he then said and i almost choke out.

"Y-yeah...getting married is a hard choice and decision..." i said not even thinking i did.

Ash looked at me "What do you mean? You sounds like you're having a hard time." he sounded suspicious, damn this guy for knowing me so well.

"You know? Lets eat, we're all tired and everything. We'll talk these later right?" Mom said, thanks to her for saving me in a deep shit again.

---------------------------------------------------------

AN: 

yeah guys its short... like very short and i updated like ages.

Busy, if not, im not in the mood for writing....

No ideas, no motivation, yeah you know it. :3

anyway,.... just one more chapter and this book will end.

Like END. :D
Are you ready for my next book? its a pure 5 seconds of summer  fanfic :)

so see ya again dorks i mean buddies :)

-elle