Chapter 29

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"What do you mean, it was a hard decision Alex? Are you hesitating this time?" Ashton asked as he close the door of our room. He looks a bit of weird, or maybe hurt somehow on what i said awhile ago.

I shrugged, then shakes my head. "Its not like that Ash, im just nervous and all like i cant even say a right answer instead i gave a complicated, silly one." i answered him trying not to make this mess a messier one.

He sighed and crawled on bed to reach me. He kissed my forhead gently then hugged me. "Im sorry for taking it that way." he said.

I just nodded and pulled the covers on us after we laid and tangled our bodies together.

Im still thinking of leaving him or maybe backing out of the wedding but seeing him how he got so bothered and frustrated on what i said, i re-think of it. I shouldnt be doing it. Fucktard i am if i still do it, so inconsiderate.

Maybe these emotions are just some kind of wedding jitters? Yeah...

I even think of living my life without Ashton and its like Im dying now. I really love him and im so insane in thinking i shouldnt go to our wedding.

I think i need to sleep now, Calum was right, i should think of those people i might hurt if i did it. Especially this guy beside me.

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Ashton's POV

Just few hours more, 12 hours to be exact, and im going to tie the knot with the girl i love the most.

Its almost late in the afternoon and everyone's busy. Double checking everything for tomorrow's event. While me and my bandmates are relaxing because our parents told us that we should get relaxed and be prepared enough for tomorrow. Alexisse was with her family including the Style's family. Well i got Luke, Michael, and Calum as my groomsmen and Harry as my bestman and Alexisse got Gemma: Harry's sister, Perrie, and Jade from little mix as her bridesmaids, while Cara Delevigne as her Maid of honor.

Tonight, were having my bachelor's party with some selected people. I made everything possible to make this wedding a private one.

We only have 200 people attending this event, important people in ourlives. And if you ask me how im feeling? Im in cloud nine and fucking nervous at the same time!

I just finished writing my vow with the help of Calum. Yeah, i got sucked on writing my vow.

"I think we need to start your bachelor party Ash, we dont want to get us all wasted and be late on your wedding day." Niall said grinning.

"Yeah, we should start now." i said putting my arm on his shoulder making our way outside to join the others who just started to party.

The party is just composed of my fellow male colleagues and few females who are part of the wedding.

Well, im not allowed to be with my bride tonight, thats what they told us and i already missed her so much.

Just few more hours Ash... You can do it...

I sighed and joined the party with my friends and others and it soon end up when the clock hits 11pm.

"Get some sleep now Ash. See you tomorrow babe. I love you."-Girlfriend<3

I smiled when i read her text and immediately replied her.

"Im lying on the bed now babe. It sucks you're not here next to me :(. I miss you so much argh! I love you more though. See you tomorrow. :)"

I typed and sent to her before i dozzed off. A smile cant get off my lips until i woke up the next morning.

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Alexisse POV

"Are you nuts Alexisse?!" Gemma yelled at me while we're having a group bath on this huge jacuzzi.

"You girl is going insane," Cara muttered as she sipped on her cocktail drink. "You even think of that now?" she continued.

Gemma rolled her eyes huffing while Jade just stiffled a laugh. "Wedding jitters Alex, you're getting married in few hours and you still think of backing out? That's absurd!" she ranted on me.

"I know im kinda freak right now but who doesnt?! You'll feel this too when you will get married soon!" i told them and they just laughed, scoffed and splashed me waters.

"But seriously Alex, do you really want to settle down now?" Perrie asked, she was also here with Leigh Anne and Jesse.

"Hmm...yeah?" i mumbled.

They groaned and i giggled. "Yeah! I really am serious about this but you know i cant still believe it. Im getting married to the man i never dreamed of before." i told them falling into deep shit of thoughts again.

"What do you mean...?" Leigh Anne trailed off asking then looked confusely to the other girls.

"Dont tell us you dreamt of getting married with Harry all this time?" Jesse asked suspiciously.

Gemma gasped, "Oh no you nuts! dont you dare!" she snickered.

"Oh no! not all this time but i was thinking of that few years ago!" i defended. And they all breathed out with relief.

"Oh thank god, i thought im going to have a heartbreak right here." Cara told so and we all focused on her.

"Hey what did i say? Why you all looking at me like that?" she asked.

"Are you and Harry...." Gemma trailed off.

"A thing?" we all said in unison and she blushed.

"God! Cara! So you are?" i asked nearly laughing.

"Actually...we end up getting hooked up last month? And even before we came here? we uhh... fuck each other on the airplane's toilet?" she confessed then faced palm.

"What the....Fucking hormones and testosterones!" Jade, Jesse, Perrie and Leigh Anne said in one breath.

Im really surprised about this. Cara and me got so well together because we always work together and yeah she knew a little bit about me and Harry before.

"Did he asked you out already?" Gemma asked curiously.

Cara nodded. "Thats when we end up on my bed." she said smiling cheekily.

"Oh fuck you two pervs!" Gemma muttered and we all laughed.

"Should make your relationship a formal one. And i think he really likes you alot." i told her.

I remember one time when Harry asked me about Cara and i didnt seemed to figure out that time because i am busy with my wedding.

Anyway after having this girls night out, i texted Ashton to go to sleep now. I know his bachelor's party has already ended. And mine's already downed now. After i received his reply i immediately went to the bed and sleep.

Tomorrow's gonna be extraordinary :)

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AN:

So guys here it goes... :)
Chapter 30 would be the Epilogue and i wanna say thank you for everyone who read this story and put it on your reading list/library.

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