His Possession (1D5SoS FanFic)

Chapter 11

The camera started to roll, I walk-run until I reached the tube and when I saw Ashton and the other guys leaving, I screamed his name while crying so hard.

And when he ran towards me then hugged me, I cried even more. His warm touch let out all the pain I have right now.

The director said CUT! then I walk to a seat and tried to stop my tears.

Then the camera rolled again, this was the part where I cried out so much.

Its like he was Harry saying those words. I even said "No...please dont go." Then the moment he let go of me i felt like i died there almost.

I slumped on the floor crying for i dont know how many minutes. Then a huge arms wrapped me and comforted me. I know its Ashton. I didnt even noticed that the director said cut.

"Are you okay? Oh stupid me, I know you're not. What happened?" he asked while tucking my loosen hairstrands on my ears.

I looked up to him sniffing as he wiped my tears. I felt like I need to tell him everything but then the other guys barged in.

"Ei Alex are you alright?" Luke said as he sit beside me and rubbed my back.

"What did you do to her Ash?! Did you crushed her when you hugged her?" Calum accussed before he checks if i got bruises or something.

"I told you, Ash dont really give nice hugs." Michael teased then we all laughed.

Ash doesnt really give nice hugs but he give comforting hugs. I smiled and wiped my stained cheek.

"I-im just carried away with the story and the song playing." I said smiling to them.

We took a break, then the guys took the 4th scene while I took a nap.

After an hour, I woke up and think of things again.

I think its the best if I start over again, ALL BY MYSELF. Well Harry chosed Taylor over me, they're going to have a family soon.

A family I thought I would share with Harry. But no. I cried again then called my mum.

"Mum?" I said cracking my voice. "Oh honey...what happened again?" she asked worrying.

"It was Harry mum, you're right. Im so sorry." I said while sitting outside the tent.

"Is it the news?" she asked again.

"Yeah... he promised me to start over again, that he really loves me and stuffs. But then he DM'ed me and told me that he got Taylor pregnant. And now left me, just saying sorry. No mum, Im fine, Always." I said silently crying.

"Hun, promise me this time that you will stop this shit now. Moved on, find other guy who will care for you without you giving yourself to him. And if you say you cant, you could if you want. Dont ever oppose me, I swear you will lose us." she said seriously.

I swallowed hard, I cant lose them either. "I-i wont mum. I promised." I said.

She sighed. "Okay, I need to go now. You take care okay? I love you honey." she said then went off.

I silently cried again, I really need to start over. No turning back this time, No more lame excuses.

I was crying when a handkerchief was handed to me. I looked up and saw Ashton.

"Take it, I might cry again if Im going to see your face." he said but not looking at me.

I took it. "How long have you been here?" I asked wiping my tears.

"Long enough to find out why are you crying so hard." he said in a serious tone.

Then a fresh tear falls again, he crouched and sighed as he wipe my tears.