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Lies And Secrets (Part2)

Michael: You finally reached your friends house. You were exhausted from all the crying and looked worse than you felt. All that you could think about was how much you missed Mike. He might have been an ass at times but he was your ass. He was now gone from your life and there was no longer any thing that you could do about it.

You told her everything that that happened while sitting on the choice and crying more cause of having to recount everything. You cuddled into a pillow and without realizing or intending to, you fell asleep on the couch.

"Go away Michael. She left for a reason" you heard someone say when you were waking up.

"(YFN) can you come here please" you called out to your friend. You knew Michael was at the door and you didn't want her to speak to him. You having to deal with his crap was enough. She didn't need to.

"You woke up. I am sorry about that" she said apologetically.

"Can you bring him in and give me a few minutes to make him leave" you asked and she nodded her head.

You could tell by the look in her face that she was not happy with your decision. She always wanted what was best for you and she was never scared to voice her opinion. You could hear footstep walking towards you and you had to take a few deep breaths to calm yourself. You were almost sure that if you saw his face, you'd break down and ball.

"Babe" he said and than you could see him. His eyes were red and puffy as if he had been crying too. "I am so sor-" he was about to say but you cut him off.

"Nothing Michael. You might be sorry but I am too. And listen when I say th-" you were trying to take but this time he cut you off.

"Hear me out before you say anything" he said and you nodded your head. Michael did deserve to say something for once. "I fuck up really badly. Looking back on it now, I regret doing anything that would make you want to leave. I wish I had an excuse for doing this to you. But I don't, not that anyone would be good enough. You mean so much to me and I love you more than anyone I have ever loved. I trust you and I need you. The second you left, a huge part of my left with you. I understand that nothing I've said is good enough but I want you to know that I want you back. With me is where you belong and your always welcome to be with me again" he said standing up and walking towards me. He placed a kiss on my forehead and turned to walk away.

"Michael" you said in a whisper. Despite the shakiness in your voice he hear you and turned around. His eyes were tear filled. "Don't leave without me" you said standing up and running towards him.

You went to hug him and for the first time in a very long time he opened his arms and held you tight. You grabbed on to the back of his shirt and breathed in. You loved the way he smelt and the way his arms felt around your body. This was the Michael you loved and the Michael you needed in our life.

Ashton: The tears kept falling down your face and didn't stop for what felt like hours. You got to your mums house and knocked on the door. When she opened it you fell to your knees and she did as well. You cried in her arms at her door step for a while before she made you get up and go inside so you could tell her what happened.

You both sat on the couch and you told her everything that happened. You kept on asking why it happened but she didn't have the answer. The only person who could have the answer would be Ashton himself.

Your mother had gone to bed at this point in the night. You told her that you would go to bed later. You wanted to sit on the couch and watch the tele for a bit.

There was a knock on the door and you nearly had a heart attack. You were so scared. Who in their right mind would be coming and knocking on the door at this time of night. You stood up and walked over to the front door. After turning on the patio light you saw the last person you wanted to see. Ashton.