Falling for the Enemy | K.NJ Fanfic/Smut. (Book 2)

Thirty-Seven

*Namjoon POV*

“The bullet tore the lining of his stomach.”

Voices.

Lined with fear and anxiety.

“If the stitches don't hold now he’ll die.”

Doctors try to save as many people as they can and when there's someone that's dying right before them…it's one of the scariest things to experience.

“He needs to wake up soon or else his body will start to slowly give out.”

I could hear them, I heard the desperation in their voices.

I heard every time a nurse would place a needle on a tray, or someone would bring in another IV.

But I couldn't wake up…

My mind wasn't able to move my body.

It was like there was some sort of invisible net holding me down to this damn hospital bed and I couldn't overcome it no matter how hard I tried.

“I...I need you Namjoon”

As soon as the words were spoken my heart changed it's rate. I felt each beat increasing in strength, pulling me out of this state of helplessness.

“I need you so much. “

For the first time I could feel my body responding. My fingers moved, even just slightly.

Then I felt everything coming back to me as I opened my eyes and looked up.

A gorgeous pair of blue eyes met mine and once again I felt myself getting lost in them.

“Namjoon?” Hye Won’s voice was quiet, scared even and her eyes widened as she searched mine for some sort of response.

“Hello beautiful.” I smiled widely and her eyes filled with tears.

“N…Namjoon!” She lent down and put her arms around me as she buried her face in my neck.

I was taken back at first but when I felt her shaking with sobs I quickly put my hands around her and embraced her back.

“Shh, it's okay. We're okay.” I massaged her back and heard her breath in deeply as she stood back up.

“The doctors were saying so many bad things…” She sniffled as more tears ran down her beautiful face.

“I know…” I grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly as I sat up more.

Her hand was shaking.

“No…they said, you, they said you weren't gonna make it. They said you weren't gonna wake up.” Her head dropped and she brought her hands to her face.

“But I did wake up. Because of you.” I lent forward to see her face but she turned away slightly.

“It's because of me you're like that right now.” Her voice was filled with sadness and the thought of her being sad hurt me.

"You were asleep for over ten days. " A tear fell down her cheek and she shook her head.

I was shocked,  I couldn't believe I was out for so long. It felt so short.

Her quiet cries brought me back and I pushed that though to the back of my mind.

“It's not your fault. We've both been through so much and we've both been hurt. I want to help you heal and for you to help me heal.” She lifted her head a little at my words and I sighed quietly.

“You want me to help you heal?” She turned to me and linked her hands together, looking around to avoid my gaze.

“Yes. When I saw you I was crazy about you and from that point onwards I wanted to make you happy again. Let me make you happy, that's the way I can heal.” I kept looking at her beautiful form, her curly blonde hair. She was breathtaking and deserved everything.

“I...I don't know. I have responsibilities...there are risks around me. I don't know if I can just-”

I wrapped my hand around her arm and pulled her to me suddenly as I pressed my lips to hers.

She immediately stopped talking and froze as I grabbed her waist and pulled her to my body more, deepening the kiss and sighing contentedly as I finally tasted her lips after holding back for so long.

“I also have responsibilities. I have danger follow me around everyday...but all these things are easier when you're with someone else.” I pulled back and looked at her only to feel certain parts of my body tense when I saw her face.

Deep blue eyes shiny with tears and staring at me as if I was the only person in the world. Her full red lips, glossy and slightly swollen from our kiss. A gentle shade of blush embellishing her delicate face as she breathed in and out heavily.

“Namjoon…” We looked at each other like there was nothing else to see.

I saw her lean forward but stop hesitantly as her eyes traveled down to my lips.

“Come here.” I sat up even more and motioned to the bed.

“Are you sure? Isn't it dangero--”

I cut her off by grabbing her waist and pulling her onto the bed as I directed her leg to the other side of my waist so she was straddling me.

“Namjoon!” She grabbed my shoulders and looked at me with wide eyes.

“What did you say the last time we were in this position?” I sat up straight and snaked my arms around her so I could pull her closer.

“W…what?” She cocked her head to the side and some blonde hair fell in front of her eyes making me even more crazy about her.

“I asked…what did you say when we fought each other at So Hye’s base?” I brought my hand up and pushed her hair behind her ear gently.

“I…I said I’ll follow you.” She looked away as she blushed more.

“So follow me now then.” I moved my hand and caressed her face as I brought my lips to hers and kissed her gently.

She grabbed my shoulders as she kissed me back, her soft lips fitting perfectly with mine.

I grabbed her neck as I licked her bottom lip and she slowly opened her mouth while coming even closer to me.

My mind raced back and forth as I pushed my tongue into her mouth and swirled around with her own tongue causing the sexiest moan to rise from her mouth.

“So. Delicious.” I moaned in between kisses and brought my hands down to her ass as I squeezed it and grinded her body on my already hard member.

“Namjoon!!” She closed her eyes and lent her forehead on mine as she moaned.

I was getting so excited and her moans were just making me so crazy. I brought my head to the side and started kissing her soft neck.

“Namjoon…you're not healed yet.” I stopped and pulled away from her neck as I looked at her.

“Wait, so if I was healed you would let me?” I lent forward and stared at her closely.

“I…I...y..yes...” She dropped her head and hugged me tighter.

I smiled widely, amazed by her answer.

“When I'm healed...I’m going to make you feel so good.” I cradled her face in my hands and gave her a soft, loving kiss.

She blushed even more and looked at my face, now with anticipation and hope sparkling in her eyes.

“I'm going to make you happy, Hye Won.”