"Love Yourself"(BTSx MaleReader)

•Chapter 7• PLEASE

M/N Dream

*Crash* *thunder sounds?*

I hide under the covers shaking. I never liked thunder and lightning. It scares me because you never know when it's going to hit. I start shaking scared to make any noise because I don't want to wake up Jungkook.

*More thunder sounds*

"N/n??" Oh gosh I woke him up, I'm so stupid. He probably thinks I'm annoying now. Will he hit me?! Please no, not another person please!! "N/n, I can hear you crying are you okay?" I'm crying? I touch my face I feel the cold streams of tears on my face.

I suddenly feel the blanket being pulled off of me gently. I quickly close my eyes not wanting to see Jungkooks face, scared of what he'll say. "N/n? Look at me." He says as he grabs my chin. Deciding not to look at him I start to cry more. I suddenly feel arms around me,and then suddenly I don't. "Ha you're such a baby. What's wrong with you?!" He yells, my eyes widen in surprise.

"Why do you have to cry so much, huh? Why can't you just let me sleep!?" He kept yelling, my heart breaking with every word. "Goodbye M/n" And suddenly everything turns black.

Why do you have to be so useless M/n? Why can't you be normal? Why do you show so much emotion? You're useless! No one lover nor anyone will ever love you! Because your not special, nothings special about you besides the fact that your useless! You don't deserve to be here!!

No no no no NO! Jungkook! Don't leave me!!!!! Please!!! Don't leave me alone please! Don't let me go! Stay with me don't leave me in the dark! Stay!!! Please...

Please....

Please...

Please..

Please.
Don't leave me.

•End of dream•
(Take note that never happened^^ you're just dreaming)

M/n POV

   I sprung up from the bed, and look around. I'm back in Yonngi's room, I fell asleep again? As I hear the door open, I clench my heart feeling pain. "M/n your awake now? How are you feeling?" It's Yoongi.

   "I'm sorry but i have to go" I look around grabbing my stuff about to get out of the room until he stoped me, by grabbing my arm.

   "M/n? I promised I would protect you and that I'll always be there for you what's wrong?" I ripped my arm from his grip and replied with.

  "I have to get home now. Sorry for intruding, thank you for letting me stay. I'm sorry for being a burden." I start walking fast this time actually getting to the last step of the stairs I stop hearing voices from the living room.

  "Tae! Give me back the remote!!" Jimin.
  
   "No it's my turn!"Taehyung.

    "Stop being kids and share!" Jin. I decided to look around the corner just for a Peak.

    "Jin just let them have fun." Namjoon.

    "Yeah, let them live a little right kookie?" Hoseok. I remember that nickname...he actually moved on, he has new people a new family. I'm just burden now. He doesn't need me, and I don't need him. He can replace me and I wouldn't feel a thing- "HEY! How many times have I told you not to call me that!?" Jungkook... "Oh yeah, I'm not the special person. So I'm not aloud to call you that." Hoseok rolled his eyes.

  "That name is saved for when my special someone decides he's okay with me again, until he forgives me." He stares at me, my eyes widen a little. It's suddenly quite and now I realize they're staring at me all 7 of them. (Yonngi's behind you) Still looking at him I start to walk backwards a little and stop when he stands up, walks closer to me. Yonngi gets in front of me glaring at Jungkook.

   "Just...let me talk to him a little." He's says not breaking eye contact with me.

I put my hand on Yonngi's shoulder nodding, but still not breaking eye contact. Yoongi steps back and everyone just watches. "N/n.." My heart started hurting again. "I was stupid back then..." he finally broke eye contact and looked down. Then continued. "I was just a kid I didn't know anything, but I knew that you were my best friend. We did everything together since we were little kids, I protected you. And I promised I wouldn't hurt you and that I would always be by your side..., I broke both those promises. I don't know what got into me that day. I know I broke some of my promises but I haven't broken all of them. Like I promised to never forget you, I promised to never tell anyone about parents. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry!" He raised his head and you could just see tears streaming down his face like they wouldn't ever stop.

Everyone just stared surprised that the Jeon Jungkook is crying. I however didn't know what to do. I trusted him and he broke my trust. I'm scared he'll do it again, that he hasn't changed.

I start walking backwards slowly my heart still hurting like crazy. I stoped and looked down breathing deeply finally I said something. "You are still the same, you haven't changed." I whispered but still loud enough for them to hear.

With tears still streaming down his face his eyes widened.

Only The sound of Jungkook sobbing filled the room of silence.

Until someone decided to speak up.

   "If he's still the same then he still loves you!" Taehyung.

   "If he hasn't changed then he still knows you!" Jimin.

   "He was just a kid!-" Hoseok.

    "He didn't know any better!" Namjoon continued.

    "He said he's sorry and he's even crying! You mean so much to him! You don't know how much he use to come up to me before you got here and told me how much he misses you!" Jin.

"I'm not saying trust him again, but I am saying to give him a try at least for a week. Let him show you that he won't break you again." Yoongi.

"Please N/n, let me be your best friend again."

Kookie...

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Do you think M/n/you will forgive Jungkook or not?

Im sorry I haven't updated in like a week!! I've been busy I just got back from a so called "vacation". So when I got back I had so many things to do > ~ < I'm really sorry. And I'm sorry this chapter is short please forgive meeeee. I've also been going through something's which makes things more harder. Also don't forget I don't know where this story is going so I sometimes have no clue what to write :(. Again I'm sorry I'll try to update more!!

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