I didn't mean to publish this....but I don't know how to unpublished this soooo....ummm hears a sneak peek for the next chapter? And if you read this already I put some extra stuff so go read that...and yeah.
M/n POV
"That's for me to know and for you to not." I answer him. I look back down and take a few deeps breathes.
"We can to help you-" Namjoon starts, but I cut him off.
"I don't need it. I'm sure if I just ignore it he'll go away."
"Not just with your dad...you are not the one to blame for his death N/n." Jungkook says and puts his hand on my shoulder. I lift my head back up and look at him.
"It is." I gave him a small glare. "It's fine. I might become a idol with JYP and that'll keep me busy." My eyes widen and I quickly put my mouth on my hand to stop me from talking.
"You what?" Jimin asks. You can feel how tense the room is.
"Well...the offered me a spot to be an idol 'the first openly gay idol for there company' they put it." I say. " I wanna show my family that I can be something they're proud of once again. And I wanna show 'him' that I actually became something."
"B-But M/n didn't bighit offer you a spot to?" Tae asks me and I nod.
"And so did SM, cube, FNC, Jellyfish, and starship, but I read all their contracts. They all said the same thing. They would have to hide any evidence of me being gay. I don't want that, I want to be free." I say they stay silent. Then Namjoon breaks it.
"If that's what you want, I'll be by your side." He smiles at me.
"Well if Namjoon is okay with it then I am too! Will support you with your career!" Jin says and pats my back.
"Fighting!" They say together; I give a small smile. I want to be free and this is only the start.
I look at them, they're all laughing and talking. I want them to help, I want to be with them. I don't feel safe alone anymore. I want help, but I would only be a burden. I don't want them to leave me. I know they said they could help, but if they do, they'll end up leaving me too. In order to be free i've got to get through this myself.
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"Love Yourself"(BTSx MaleReader)
Fanfiction⚠️BTS X MALE READER ⚠️ "He doesn't love you M/n!" "Don't give him a second chance!" "I thought you loved me..." 'If only they knew that this isn't real.' I thought to myself. "I've fallen in love...." said ________ But... It's hard to fall in love...
