"Love Yourself"(BTSx MaleReader)

•Chapter 19• Finally

It's not the last chapter! I just use 'Finally' a lot...

    (M/n has excepted to go to JYP, but he doesn't start until next month, so he's spending all his time with BTS. )

M/n POV
    "You know, it would've been nice if you were part of Bighit..." Jimin says while laying with me on the couch.

   "I know, but I just want to be more open, you know?" He nods his head and frowns a little.

  "But now you're not going to spend that much time with us!" He whines.

"Yeah, I know, but it's what's best for me." I say; he gives me a light hug and then walks to the kitchen. I get up so that I'm sitting and not laying on the couch. Free M/n, remember, free. This is what you need. You can't let everything get to you.

"You okay?" I turn my head to see Namjoon standing near the door and nod my head.

   "A lot to think about." I say. He walks over and sits next to me. "Like, what happens if this isn't the right choice?" Then suddenly I'm in his lap and pulled into a hug.

   "Don't worry about it, I'm sure you made the right choice. Just make sure to visit us often." He says. Chills go down my spin as his breath hits my neck, but I nod and hug back.

*time skip 1 month*

  Breathe in and out M/n, you got this! I walk into the building and head to the front desk. "Hello, I'm M/n L/n the new idol in training." The lady looks up from her computer and give me a small smile then looks up my name. She goes to the back and after a few minutes she comes back with a pass in her hand.

   "Carry this with you at all times. All the doors need a pass to enter, so don't lose it. You can go a head and wait in room 46 on floor 3. Your new manager will meet you there with someone who'll show you around. Thank you for joining us and come to me if you need anything." I nod and thank her then make my way to the 3rd floor.

As I'm walking I see someone who I though I'd never see again; my eyes widen. He sees me and his face goes into shock. He starts walking closer and closer to me till he's right in front of me. I rub my eyes, but he's still there. No one says anything and we just look at each other. Finally as he's about to say something my manager comes from behind me. I turn to face my manager.

"Ah, I see you've ran into Han, he's going to be your tour guild for the first week and you guys even might be a duet group." I gulp and nod my head and turn back to face Han.

"L/n M/n nice to meet you, please take care of me." I whisper just enough so that they can hear and bow. He nods.

"Yoo Han, pleasures all mine." He bows and smiles at me. I don't smile back and turn to my manager.

"This week you'll just get use to everything, so you wont really start until next week." I nod and he continues. "We don't have enough dorms, so you'd have to be pared up with Han-" I shake my head

   "Don't worry I have a nice apartment and it's not to far away from here." My manager nods then continues

     "You and Han can talk about what you'll do everyday of the week and when to meet. Now if you excuse me I have a meeting to go to, take care and good luck." He bows and walks off. We stand there in complete silence. I try to avoid eye contact, but I can tell he's looking at me.

I finally take a deep breath and say "okay, where do we start?" I can tell that he wasn't ready for the question because his eyes widened slightly.

"Oh, well, the first day was supposed to be a get to know each other..." he says and goes to rub his neck. "But I guess we can start off with a tour." I nod and he starts leading the way.