•Chapter 8• WHY ME?

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M/n POV

"I..I..I have to go." Not giving them the chance to talk anymore I ran and open the door running to who knows where.

*little time skip*

I ended up going to a park cause why not? Yeah why not? I honestly don't know where I am. My phone has no battery, and did I mention it's dark? Who knew I could sleep that long....who am I kidding I knew I could.

As I walk more into the park I see a bench and decide to sit down, thinking. What happens if they're just lying to me,and jungkook hasn't changed? Will they all hurt me? Will Jungkook tell them about my family!? Why did I decide this was a good idea!!? Why does the world hate me so much to the point that everyone hurts me!? WHY!?

Why!!!

Why!!

Why!

Why...

Why me?

what wrong with me? I tried so hard to forget him...to forget everything. I guess that's not enough, everything I do isn't enough. I'm not enough....

I feel arms wrapped around my body, I don't bother looking up. "M/n you're still crying? I didn't want to meet you again while you're crying. I heard you moved here and I was so excited. I just wanted to see you, but I didn't want to see you crying, so Cheer up and hug me back!" As soon as he finished I hugged him, finally knowing who it is.

We stayed like that for a few minutes, as I was calming down he was rubbing my back gently. He pulled away and lifted my chin so that I was looking at him. "Now who made my baby cry?" He asked while smiling. I frowned. "I'm not a baby! Also i'm not crying!" He just smiled but his face was full of worry.

I ended up telling him everything, and I mean everything from where we left off. I told him about what happened after I left, about school, about Namjoon, about Yoongi, about all of them, about my dreams, about my parents too. He listened to all of it without stopping me, just listening. After I finished he pulled me into a hug and said. "What a ruff time, I know how to make it better!"

And that's how we ended up in the ice cream shop. He handed me (favorite ice cream) and took my hand, walking out of the shop.

After finishing our ice cream we decided just to walk around and eventually found some of his friends. "Jackson come on hurry up!! You're so slowwww!" I whined pulling his hand. "Okay wait up don't forget the others" he smiles at my childless.

*click*

Huh?

*buz* *buz*
I look at my phone (Jackson had a portable charger) at look to see I was tagged.

Got7_Bambam:

Got7_Bambam:

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❤️9.63k💬8.64k
Tagged:@/Got7_Jackson @/M/n_awkward_potato

Got7_Bambam: looks like I'm third wheeling🙄. Thanks for inviting me.

K_pop_fan: ohhhhh

Igot7_kpop: 👀

B_t_thefricking_s: thats M/n!?

BTS_suga: Thank you for finding M/n! We were worried!!

Got_7: who's this M/n we talking about?

Got_the_7Fan: he's cute 😍

I look at Bambam and frown, but decided to ignore it and continue pulling Jackson.

*another time skip*

"M/n, why don't you sleep over our dorms so you can meet everyone??" Jackson asked gripping tightly on my hand.

   "Yeah! Plus tomorrow we don't have anything to do so we could go get breakfast" Bambam continued.
So yes I ended up staying over for a so called 'sleepover'. Honestly it felt amazing to actually not be by myself...wow did I just think that? Me, M/n said it feels amazing to not be by myself?! What's wrong with me.

Anyways I meet all of Jackson's band mates and man are they weird...like really weird, but hey I'm not complaining!

Jackson and I go to brush our teeth after he let me borrow some of his clothes I see him with my phone and cover my face with my hand while looking down.

*click*
M/n_awkward_potato

❤️2864💬625M/n_awkward_potato: Hacked by @/Got7_Jackson !! Love you M/n!!

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M/n_awkward_potato: Hacked by @/Got7_Jackson !! Love you M/n!!

Bts_fan:wow look who's knows a lot of Kpop idols!

BTS_yeee: woop 👀

Got7_Bambam: Had a blast come again!!

Got7_JB: Jackson bring him again soon!!

Igot7_ah: ahhh

Got7_jinyoung: Come again M/n!

Got7_Mark: Next time don't steal my chips!

Got7_Youngjae: invite us to ice cream next time!?

Got7_Yugyeom: yes please ^^

Kpop_imtrash: Wow when did you get famous?

Jackson gives me back my phone and we head back to his room. When he turns of the lights I slowly fall asleep, only now do I realize that I sleep a lot. About to drift off into a world of dreams I feel Jackson pulling me closer to him wrapping his arms around me. I feel safe, so I start to close my eyes again but not before I hear.

"Goodnight M/n bear."



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I know it isn't long it's only 878 words I'm sorry but I thought I should at least update another chapter today. Anyways so here something I need to say! Got7 will only act like brother figures to you! I repeat GOT7 WILL ONLY BE BROTHER FIGURES, thank you for reading!!I hope you Have/had a good day ! <3

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