"If You're Wondering If I Want You To"

Chapter 6 "Cody"

Jade actually had won me in air hockey table. I could not deny it was very good and she knew it, still remembering my defeat through audios and messages.
KCA had passed and Everything was amazing! We could all meet again and talk about the extravagant curls Lance, and new Rico poses in the photos. We knew that the next time we met would be for the last chapter of SOR and did not want it to arrive. It was Tuesday and had not yet seen Elle. We spoke and what he said was good but really did not know. Without being found out after seeing us, the next day talk to the older brother who was traveling, it was like my brother liked to explore the world.

At first he did not believe me, I never imagine Elle in such a situation, he did not think he was having a hard time, and it is understandable always the only thing is it is a smile, a huge smile. With its tests and recordings did not have time to see us, I was just talking on the phone to the old, if I heard his voice I felt calmer.

I get out of bed and down the stairs, my sister had gone with her boyfriend at camp, my mother had awakened me to tell me that out, Riley and I were left alone.

- Again you slept wrong?

- So much notice? I asked as he opened the refrigerator

-no saw you in the mirror, dark circles speak for themselves.

- I do not know what else to do I complained while preparing my cereal - I wake up every night, I get sleepy day and night I feel tired, but I wake up, it is not weird, I'm weird.

Yes, but you're the coolest weird I know - we smile And tell me how was your conversation with Jade, I saw some photos and I found that I did not tell anything, guess again missed on Air hockey, right? . I nodded at him. - Do not play if you know that you win, you like to lose.

- No, but you had to see his face when he saw her, really wanted to play and I could not refuse.

And you should see your face now, talking about her.

I drown with orange juice he was taking - What .. you say - I said as I coughed up

- Well, not so bad, I did not think you give so quiet- He smiled as if he knew something, as if laughing at me. - I know, you did it because you asked, and good, as is Jade could not say no, like that time you stayed until 3 in the morning awake to help with the project he had; Ah yes, and like the time you mojaste for giving your jacket, ah like when you traveled through the whole center to give him the record that he loved, and how ...

Okay, I get it, no need to remind me of everything.

- When was the last time you did something for me?

- Walking around the center for you? Before you came. You do not know how hard it is to give you something

- That's why I always give away the same no? If I was, I rare.

But rare are the coolest I know.

Having no classes Delaney took the car and went to the mall, mom had left a note to her saying everything was missing and took the opportunity to buy what we needed, such as buying helado.Mientas I remembered I had to go by the pharmacy for my vitamins, the doctor had given me a new with Iron can not remember what they were.
We buy and went to the shops, this weekend we would do with the boys and I wanted to bring something. When I was coming home group messages did not stop vibrating the phone. Among many of them was the apology Jade would not go to Tony's house because his adviser pact attendance at an event that Saturday. Amid that were audios Lance good woman cursing that we take it off on Saturday. Breanna "crying" from the smileys and Rico, was sad, but he knew the Jade kiss him stressing lot, really he was embarrassed and she was not there would be less pressure, or at least I thought.

We passed the gas station to fill the tank of the car, and while Riley was in the bathroom, I could spot her at a distance. I think though he were could recognize kilometers. Getting out of a black car, he was with the same shirt he had worn just days ago. I let go of the seat belt down, but before doing so I saw that he approached a tall, blond did not know who he was. I could not stop looking at them Where knew? - Where they were, or where they came from? Who was? The desire to get out and approach bothered me, I wanted to, but why? What could I say ?, No better I stay here ...

- Where are you going?

Riley .. what the hell... - I exalted - What is it, when you arrived?

-Just, but you were so busy watching Jade that you did not notice- he released while the belt set. - You want to go to greet ?, come on. - try to take off the belt, but I stopped him.

No, we do not go, it's too late yet to go through the pharmacy. Then I say I saw her.

Yes and then ask who is blond, with whom he was.

Just got home I greeted mom and I got my room, I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, I stretched my arms did not want to think of anything, my head hurt. Try putting my mind blank, but the image of Jade came to my mind. Because I could not stop thinking about that? That he had seen her, - What's wrong ?, Aidan do not know why, but I needed to know who that guy was, because he was with her. And if they were going ?, if that could be a possibility, Jade is great and more than one guy wanted to date her. It would not be wrong, is entitled, but a few days ago we saw and did not say anything, she always tells me things and more these, once said that when we pass something to someone we would say, as happened to Rico when I can feel "confused" while he was dating Jada.

flashback

- Quiet Jade, do not cry, I can not see well.

- I swear Aidan I try not to think, but I can not so hard for me.- Her tears down her face, took her hand and was freezing. I could not see well, I did not see it that way.

- And if you tell? He has to know how you feel.

No ... I can not and would not be worthwhile, he is in love.

- You do not know.

-this boyfriend Aidan.

Yes, but sometimes you fall for a person without realizing it, as happened with Freddy and Summer, only after a while he realized that he loved her.

- Yes, but this is not the same, Rico sees me, he loves me as a friend, and I have to accept it even if it hurts me, what matters most to me is to be happy, and I know Jada or.

- What I can do to make you feel better?

- Just listen to me when you need it, as you do now - he smiled.

-Always - I just answer and then give a little hug.

You must promise me one thing - I said as we parted embrace. - That when you feel something for someone to trust me, as I'm trusting you now, and if you think I can help tell me.

- I will, I promise, but you have to promise the same.

- I will, I promise.