"If You're Wondering If I Want You To"

Chapter 7 Bandmily

After Breanna buy in "Pecanlodge" and we went live to the home of Tony. While driving talked about his trip to Africa, and their future projects, along with Rico they would work in a movie, but they would not tell us much, kept the suspense.

It's not uncommon to see Jade, I thought I could, I wanted to be. I do not understand because his adviser pact presence in that event.

- Yes, I wanted to see it, is the last chapter, he could not miss.

I hope to meet soon, I have to ask many things - he smile end

-Yes me too...

- What, you have to ask?

-your you have to ask -

Wait, I'll ask first

-Breanna

Aidan

-Nothing - let go while laughing

- How anything because you laugh, you know?

- what, what?- Confused ask

-About nothing

Mmm, that strange - I say while looking out the window that smile never faded from his face

- What is strange?

Your "nothing" - said remarking quotes

No, your nothing is strange.

Okay, our "nothing" are strange.

After laughing about our "rare" talk, we got off the car to meet with the rest of the group. We walked in and the first thing we did was laugh curlers Lance, we did not know why, but they were very gracious, had life, although we will accommodate, every three seconds returned to their natural state. After laughing, we went to the kitchen, where Rico with his little "Mustache" talking to Ivan.

- What is that? - I asked trying not to laugh

- That this?- he Said as he pointed proudly. - I'm trying other styles.

Well, keep trying - I said as I laughed

- I told you to take it away, but do not want.

-I can not.

'It's not a person, just let him enjoy in a few weeks will have to remove it.

Suddenly we heard Tony's voice calling us to the room and was about to start our last episode. We are excited to see the final chapter of SOR, it was strange not to see Jade, his absence was noticeable, you would have laughed Booties Lance. - Oh come on !, Aidan Jade is not, concentrate on this. - I said quietly as I realized that for the tenth time I was sorry for his absence. We sat down, I took off my shoes and as I settled take mobile, had to transmit live as we lived, the fans deserved it.

Since I had started this final epic our faces showed joy at how much fun it had been all over these three years, sadness because we knew we would not be as before, and that there would share long - satisfaction because we love what we did and how we did it and sorry for felt we had more to tell, but that feeling of friendship, friendship true that united us left to after all the sadness and sorrow we felt, we really felt proud of the efforts of all, and grateful to everyone who saw and I support the series.

While wore chapter in my mind passed all the times we had recorded every scene, and as we had laughed at each, we had done before and after, my mind kept all that and more so I could not help but smile. I felt happiness could not disappear, but when the moment of the kiss scene between Freddy and Summer was approaching could not help feeling like a little knot gripped my throat. For a moment the image of Jade distressed by Rico invaded my mind and I felt bad. Turn to my left to watch Rico, knew he was nervous. Since he had confirmed the kissing scene had been quite stressed, we talked a little at the time and Jade kiss was not easy. His relationship with Jada was not going too well and according to him, such a scene, complicate things. I never understood what he meant, why complicate things? It is true that there are friends and trust, but always, at least to me, was very secretive about their courtship; so did not dare to ask him about it.

The scene had begun, Lance and Breanna captured the moment from its Story'sy jitters Rico was camouflaged from a smile. The seconds passed and the lump in my throat was growing up, I thought, but did not understand why, knew how bad the Jade had happened to her feelings and courtship Rico and as Rico cost to receive that kiss, but did not think that I will stress, could not tensionarme. Enough Aidan concentrate! And it was thus put aside my thoughts and observe the deserved kiss Freddy and Summer. Rico cry as he left his seat and turned to reach the TV. Lance shouts and laughter and Breanna tapaban Ivan and Jama, faces Tony, Annie and our producers did not fail to be amazed with a smile. And I ... I was there, capturing all the time and watching each,

When Rico back to sit beside me I noticed that turn for a moment to watch me, I returned the gesture and smiles, he just deep breath, over the air and smiled back.

While driving to go home I took the phone and followed my urge to call Jade. While searching their number, despite being late, I remembered that I'd probably be busy, so I decided to send an audio message at some point would listen.

- "Hi Jade, I know you're busy capable, but wanted to know how it went, how was the event .... And I hate your advisor. Today we miss you, miss you ... "

And so it was that after releasing the finger from the screen I realized what I had said. I always say that the strange, but this time, this time I felt I should not, it had been more. My head ached and all he wanted to do was get home - Why I said that strange? Aidan not enough, stop thinking, always you say, not bad apart is reality, strange, but you have seen only a few days ago the strange lot.