"If You're Wondering If I Want You To"

Chapter 10: Love and Rational

Friday along with Tony and Jade would go to the event Viacom performed worldwide. We would be talking with the children about the importance of literature and art for everyone, as that could help us to express ourselves and desinhibirnos. From lunch with Elle I did not see Jade, yeah, I know, I just spent a few days but not speak. In today found out that we would meet Tony, I told me while we were in his car. Tony is a great reference for me, I really admire, always so helpful and willing to help others. What I liked most was his sense of humor and love for others, so I knew I could count on him for what he needed.

You want me to go after eating, I have a free time - I said while driving and I looked out the window there was not a cloud in the sky.

I have to go home early, I have Jui-jitsu after a meeting with the Scout group.

Ah, yes, how will the collection?

Along with the guys we performed collections every fortnight, to help the city center downtown theater school.

Well, still a little, but we already have more than half. I think if we plan this week other, but we got some garage sale to cover the amount needed. Oh no! - I let out loud - I forgot the words of welcome for Scott.

- A new member in the group?

Yeah ... no. ... well actually do not know yet, today I'll find out, like him. I forget completely, the draft chemistry is killing me.

- How do you keep it from anemia? - He turned to look at me

-Same, I have to stick with vitamins and medications, this week I go to the doctor.

- You know if you need anything you can ask me not? If you need to talk, advice, whatever, unless some chemistry can count on me.

I laughed. - I know, thank you - I smiled and returned the gesture.

Silence filled the space, but Tony was responsible for breaking the wonder

Come on, what happens What are you thinking?

How do you know I'm thinking something?

Because I know you and I know you're worried. You can tell me.

I knew I could count on his ear and his counsel, but not sure to tell exactly, many were the things that bothered me, what Elle had said the last time we met was repeated over and over in my mind, Jade image laughing nonstop with Cody was something that was also in my head and did not know why. But when he remembered what Cody had been asking me to days, and then chose to talk about it.

Okay, a few weeks ago when Elle, Elle remember not? - Good El nodded, return trip when we met by chance at our favorite cafe, I was with Scott, my friend, possibly into the patrol scots, the present and from that moment there is not a single day which he did not ask me for it. Who wants your number, who wants to talk about it, which is not all bad and stuff.

- And what is the problem? Is not it bad that wants to know, right?

- No no...- I answered quickly is very good, although we are quite different is great, and Elle is amazing, and I know long ago and I love her. This is not a good time for her, always hides, hides everything with a smile, but when I look into your eyes I know that things are not quite right, and I'm really not sure Scott does not understand. I know and I know that whenever your appointments do not pass that, just a simple appointment or departure. And Elle, Elle falls in love easily, and do not want to start with something that wishful thinking will not happen.

- But it will not happen, I do not know, you never know what can happen

Yes, but I know, I know Scott and how it works.