"If You're Wondering If I Want You To"

Chapter 8: I know

I woke up with annoying calls from Delaney who came from the other side of the door.

Aidan Come on, wake up you'll be late

Oh no, what? Where would we go?

Aidan, are we going, I have to go?

No, no ... that's it, I'm awake now under - I said as he yawned

- I guess not forgotten you open it ... right?

- the door Delaney I complained as he watched his head hover

- If you know what I'm talking about, right?

-Hey...- dude- If ... - I glared - Well, OK, what are you talking about?

- Today we eat with the family of Santiago, the countryside - He said as he entered and headed straight for the closet.

- Do not.... no, wait, let me choose once at meroge him as I rose from my bed and headed toward her.

- Ok, but fast, you always lose an hour to get a simple shirt and jeans. -he said as he was going

- I have many shirts - I replied raising the tone to listen.

Yesterday when I get home Jade wait for me to answer, but the only message I received was one of Elle, where I said that Tuesday would go traveling and wanted me to say goodbye and so accompany her to thank me for everything. I had nothing to thank me and did not want to, but we agreed to meet on Monday in the cafeteria to speak.

The last time I saw the clock marked 3 am and doing the calculations had only slept 5 hours. He did not even know he was awake. Santiago liked me, but when I forced to do things they did not want, such as getting up so early on a Sunday to detest him.

I dressed as quickly as I could, and grabbed my backpack where my computer, my Play games and my headphones were provided. Weekends usually went to my father's house, and was preparing Friday to things to get everything ready and go. This weekend did not go with him, yesterday I left the meeting with the boys, and today this field day with Santiago.

From an early age my weekends have been chaos, I always forget things in the house of my father, and although he lives in Santa Monica, I have to go across the city to view it.

This year he turned 5 years anniversary with Helen. After separation with breast soon became married; everything was so fast that at first did not accept how a family could be terminated? There were no arguments or conflicts, all was quiet or so it seemed, indeed, could ensure that their marriage was the most perfect of all, he was 3 or 4 months the army and then returned to stay the rest of the year, we traveled , we went out to tour the fairs and museums, like amusement parks. He was taking a "vacation" breast and breast a "vacation" it was taken. But that "perfect" I thought it was, was gone. It was hard to understand, do not know if it was because he was the youngest of the family and did not understand it, or because he did not want to understand. My classmates at school talked about more, and if I forgot, I remembered my parents' divorce. It was tough, but with the support of my brothers, the school counselor and my parents I could feel better by little. It was so, that after taking me a talk with the counselor, encourage start drama classes at the school of art which was my brother. The school counselor had recommended me to do sports, or some kind of extracurricular activity to keep me busy, and by little I started to love acting and hold on to it everything he could. So maybe, if I had not heard that advice I had not encouraged me to go, not now, so there's an ill wind that blows no good, so the saying. Everything happens for a reason,

While the car were all that kept me awake was the sound of the music I listened with my headphones and movement to the car to pass on those roads and stone dust. I wanted to sleep and sleep, felt that at any moment would enter into such a deep sleep that neither the smell of roast that would prepare me awake.

We salute them all and I sat on one of the chairs that were in the living room. The farm was huge, and the house had two floors, two pools Outside, a spa and a barn in the background, where there were horses ready to ride.

I closed my eyes for a moment and began to think of Scott, this weekend would confirm if he would be in the same patrol scout than mine, so I had to prepare a few words of welcome. I thought and thought Elle Scott, for more than a week had been asking me "help" with her, I do not know, but I felt I was beginning to "obsessed" with that of wanting to see it. Not that Scott is not good for Elle, he is very good, and she's amazing, but could not tell who was going through his life, so it was becoming harder for me to explain why it would be good to have a girlfriend or who knew someone. I thought of the words "Boyfriend" and "Knowing" and it cost me relate Elle, we knew each other many years ago and I never had imagined with boyfriend would be a little strange to see her with someone,

I thought again of the same words "Boyfriend" and "Knowing" and I remembered Jade. What if that guy I was in the service station's your boyfriend? What if only they are learning? Well, that would be nice, it makes sense that a girl like Jade knows or going out with boys is cute, nice, smart, funny, kind, sincere, it would be illogical that guy out with it, and well, if it were to I would not mind spending as long as make you happy. I thought, and that phrase was spinning in my head, I repeated to myself about 2 or 3 times, but there was something that did not convince me, did not say, did not feel as Elle, was something different about that phrase.

Aidan .... Aidan.... - You can not sleep now, let's get ready and we'll eat

-and we eat? - ask confused as I passed my hand over my face

Easy, still a little - he said Santiago sitting in the chair next- see you're still with sleep problems

- If it appears that Dey already told you

If he told me something that cost you sleep at night, but that day I slept well anywhere you stay awake yesterday until today at dawn.

If not he was talking

-With the girlfriend

I opened my eyes in amazement, Santiago's comment made me care of himself completely.

-Not. Elle's not my girlfriend, she's my friend

- With the only girl I was talking to that time it was with your sister when we were leaving yet.

-Yes, and? - ask confused

- it may be that you like, so you stay until that time talking to her. - Delaney said as he sat on the arm of the chair where I was.

- Dey - the know how you look I do not like Elle.

'And who do you like? - Riley asked abruptly coming to the conversation

- No one - I answered as quickly as I could, I was nervous to look at me so much, seemed an interrogation.

- But we're going to say you do not like anyone ... anyone?

If Santiago, I do not like nobody nobody. - answer a bit annoying

Suddenly the voice of my mother calling from short background climate that had formed. We got up to go to the gallery where everyone was and as we walk Riley approached me and said "I know, but quiet" and immediately I GINO an eye. I looked confused while just smiled at me. I sat next to my mother and despite revel in the delights of the table, my mind kept thinking of the words of my brother, "I know but quiet"