Mark Tuan of Got7: Arrogance Captures the Heart {COMPLETED}

Chapter 25: Birthday

-Grace's POV-

It's February 7. My birthday. I don't ever remeber telling Mark that February 7 is my birthday. But it is.

I wish I could spend it with Mark. That was my wish last year. I miss him terribly. I thought I could remove him from my life but I just can't. I can't let him go.

The memories are still there. They will forever will be still stuck in my mind and in evidence. I never ended up throwing out the things we got together or the pictures.

Plus the fact that he is constantly in the news as well makes forgetting him even. harder.

His shows with his band Real Got7 and I Got7 were competing with S.M. Rookies. Plus there is a second season for both. We just had one continuous season. It was kinda messy. Theirs was interesting and kept the fans intrigued. They had teasers and extras and had a mini break to keep the fans on their feet.

Plus Got7 had their debut last month. I saw them on M Countdown and I have to say they are amazing. The members are all cute and their singing/rapping is amazing. Their dance is fantastic as well.

Oh how I wish I could see Mark again...it's honestly not the same without him. It's like I need him to be by my side. It's like I can't live without him.

He's like my water. I need water to survive. He's my air. I need air to live. He's my everything really.

I don't think I ever let him go. It's like I never accepted that he had to leave and that we broke up.

I wonder when I can ever see him again. I need to see him again. It's not an option.

It's just that I don't think he will answer his phone. He can't come to the S.M. building. I don't have time to go to JYP. I don't even know if I would be allowed to go there in there first place. If we are seen in public things will spiral out of control. We are both busy anyway.

Plus he probably forgot about me. I wonder if he is still keeping up with my life as an idol. I sure have with him. I wonder if he has feelings for me still. Love wise...friend wise...

I deleted his contact but saved it once he kept calling and texting me.

Mark is constantly on my mind. I don't know why. It's getting old. And annoying. I need to let him go. When would we ever meet again anyway?! I honestly don't know how I will deal with this problem!

I just need to talk to someone. I don't want to worry Marcus or Caroline. There is no one else I am that close to under S.M.

Who to go to...

I just need to celebrate my birthday in a happy mood anyway! I can't stay in this sad little stupor all day!

God snap out of it Grace Rainer! You are better than that!

Caroline enters my room and says, "We are going to a club. Now that you are finally twenty we can go have some fun!"

"Getting drunk and hooking up with random guys?! Nice try Caroline."

"C'mon now Grace! I've never seen you act like this before! You used to always talk about wanting to go to a real club! Now's your chance!" she pouts.

"Key word: used to. That was before. Times have changed honey."

"Aw come on now! Marcus is already waiting at the club! We have been planning this forever! Just one drink! Would I ever let you hook up with some random dude let alone myself?! EW! GROSS!"

"Fine," a I grumble. "I'll be ready in five."

I wear a silver dress with red high heels. I fishtail my hair, put a little make up on and grav my purse while heading out with Caroline.