gangster love

past and present

''be barve...even when your not no one can tell the difference-Jackson brown''

Alexis 

I cried and drank till i passed out I couldn't handle it and when I cant handle things I drink I drink till I cant feel anything but something inside me told me to stop drinking but I couldn't I drank till the bottle was empty but I'm not a light weight so I new what I was doing I went to bed crying how couldn't he not come home  how does he not believe me but I closed my eyes hoping to wake up to see his face and hear his voice

2:00 a.m. 

I couldn't really sleep I was just tossing and turning till I hurt the door open that's when I new he was here can I didn't have to cry any more we can work this out then I felt him crawl into bed  I turn around to look at him 

Alexis I'm sorry 

that's when I seen it wasn't him I turn to see a person in a mask they grabe my hand and cover my mouth and start to drag me out of bed that's when I try to grab my gun on the night stand then I felt him hit the back of my head and I fell to the floor 

Liam 

all I did was walk around for hours I dont know why I was just trying to clear my head it didn't work I should have went to see her I should have went to hug her and tell he it will be all right and tell her I believed her that I'm sorry but I didn't 

beep. Beep 

Damián hey hope everything went well sorry if I started a fight 

Damián your welcome to come stay the night if you want to 

I dont know why I went to his house I just wanted to get away and talk to him maybe I dont know but I wish I didn't, but I I thought he cared

Damián hey im glade your okay 

Liam yeah im fine 

Damián well its just me and you can sleep in the spare room 

Liam hey you have a family why haven't  I ever seen them 

Damián oh... well you see my wife she took the kids to England to see her mother she is very sick and they want to say good bye in case something happens and I'm going down there soon 

Liam oh well sorry 

as I layed in bed that night I had I feeling I new something was wrong why didn't I do any thing I should have listened to my gut but I didn't

Alexis 

I woke up in a dark room it looked like a ware house I had chains rapped around my ankles and arms I didn't under stand who did this who could be this stuiped I swear I will kill them 

Richard well looks like you finaly woke up 

Alexis who the fuck are you 

Richard you dont know me wow im am shocked 

Alexis I will kill you let me go 

that's when he punched me with everything he had in me he busted my lip open and the blood was running down my lip 

Alexis you punch like a bitch now let me go 

Richard you should be careful and choise your words carfuly 

that's when I spit in his face yelling im not scared of you then he gave me another hard punch in my mouth I cant let him see me weak I cant so I just look up at him and give him a look telling him  I dont care 

Richard well looks like you can handle your weight little one 

unknown yeah she has alwas had that in her that's whats I love about her 

as I hurd that voice I new him from some were but I just cant put my finger on it who is this person then he came into the light and my heart stopped I couldn't breath I coulnt think how can he be standing here why him 

Justin Alexis its really you 

Alexis ju..Justin is that you 

Justin yes baby its me 

I couldn't breath seeing him remembering what he did to me what he let his brother do to me how could he we have been looking for him forever and he's been under are  noses he started to walk towards me 

Alexis dont fucken touch me you fucker 

Justin do you need to be taught a lesion 

as he said that I see his hand come across my face leaving a red hand print 

Justin I'm sorry love I didn't mean that I really do love you see were meant for each other 

he started to lean into to me trying to kiss me as he did I head butted him with everything I had as I looked up his nose was bleeding and he was mad 

Alexis dont fucken touch me 

Justin still have that crazy side well I dont want to hit you cuz I love you so Richard will you 

Richard finally

as Justin disappeared into the shadows all I seen was his fist flying to my face and I couldn't remember anything after that 

sorry this chapter was a little short I just didn't ant to put everything out there but thanks for reading also if you were trying to read my other story I unpublished it because I didn't believe it was good so I will be re doing the story sorry but ill try to be publishing more on this story so thank you