gangster love

my family

Liam 

all you can do is wait....wait for news that could be the best news in your fucken life or the worst news... wait to here these words that can make your hole work crumb down. waiting... waiting for something could be the death of you. waiting can be stronger than a bullet 

I dont now how or when but I made myself up on to the roof the light from the moon fell on to my skin, I looked out into the sky jut stood there thinking. thinking of how this world can be the way it is. I stood there for hours just looking out at the sky. till then I herd deep foot steps coming closer and closer I turn around and see a fist

Alex if they dont make it ill will kill you mark my word 

Liam what the fuck are you talking about Alex 

Alex my sister this is all your fault and trust me I dont care who you are I will kill you 

Liam do you think I wanted this to happen do you think I wanted your sister to be there or for my kid to be here. I love them with my life 

Alex if it wasn't for YOUR father they wouldn't be here 

Liam do you think I dont know that and if I new he was going to do this I would have killed him a long time ago

James you two need to stop fucken fighting they just got out of surgery

we rush down the stairs to see the doctor in her standing there 

doctor we have good news and bad news 

doctor well the two did make it out of surgery and there alive

doctor but we have a problem the baby is almost three month early so he is very small and he might not live it will be a merical if he does, and if he does live he will have come conditions  

Liam what's n the chance of him living 

doctor 20% chance of him living 

doctor and for Alexis she is fine for now but we dont know how she will be when she wakes up she could have brain damage from how much blood she lost 

Alex BRAIN DAMEGE EXPLAIN WHAT THAT MEANS 

doctor she could speech problem's, physical problem's or worst memory loss 

Liam she might not remember us 

doctor we dont know for sure but ill keep you up dated the baby is in critical care only close family can see him for now so I can show you him when your ready 

everything hit me like a truck how do I live if  the women I love the girl I want to spend my life with might not remember me. I start to follow the doctor to son we entered a small white room with light blue clouds painted on the wall, I see a  small bot I walk over it to see a small little person laying there

doctor you can touch him put your hand in the holes but be careful

I slowly put my hand in the box and feel his small hand I dont understand how you can love some one so quick but I new I love this little boy and I new if he didn't make it I would die with him 

i went to go see Alexis and as I entered the room Alex was sitting in the room already holding her hand I could tell he was crying but when he seen that I was standing there he jumped up and started to yell 

Alex look at what you did what if she doesn't rember us what if she doesn't remember anything 

Liam you dont fucken thing I'm upset to i love her 

Alex well look what love brought her 

Liam you need to calm down alex 

Alex what about when she wakes up and she does remember or what will happen to her when she see her son or how about if her son dies she will be crushed 

Liam and you dont think i will be to he is my son to but we will work on it to geather 

Alex i sould just kill you right 

Liam then do it if you want to so bad then fucken do it 

that's when he grades his gun out of him pocket 

Alex say good bye then 

Alexis what the fucken is going on

both Alexis 

Alex I'm getting the nurse 

my heart stop as I turn around and see her big brown eyes 

Alexis Liam 

I ran to ere and kissed her with everything I had in I me I didn't want to ever let her go 

Liam god I love you I'm so sorry for what I did I'm sorry for everything I love you and I cant lose you okay 

Alexis its fine this wasn't your fault I love you

I left the room as the nurses came to do test I went to go check on are son as I entered the room I seen him sleeping I walked over to him and put my hand into the box

Liam your mom is awake she cant wait to see you 

I walk to the waiting room to see her family then the doctor comes to us 

doctor okay so for Alexis she needs to stay for a least a week so she can recover 

Liam what about the baby 

doctor he is every strong and he is getting better so he will need to stay for about two months then he can go home if he is better by then but with the way he is now he will most likely be able you have two fighters you are very lucky 

I walk back to Alexis room to see the room empty and I already new were she was I mad my way to the baby's room see is sitting there in the chair talking to the box with her hand in the box 

Alexis what's his name 

Liam I didn't name him I could with out you 

Alexis well I like blaze 

Liam that's perfect 

I grab I chair and sit next to her as she rubes blazes head and talks to him. this is my family and I love her and soon I will make her mine forever 

okay I'm sorry for tacking along time to put this chapter but I had a lot to deal with stuff  at school and sports. but I have some good news and bad news the bad news is I am going to be finishing the story soon. I dont want to drag it out so I feel like its time to bring it to an end. I might have one or two more chapters but the good news is I have been working really hard on my other stories I have two I'm working on, the first one is about Alexis cousin so it does have mafia and gang and thigs like that and then I have a told different story about a girl and her family's secret so please look at those, they will be better and more planed out since I do now how write better with Wattpad and know what some of you guys like better so please look at them I will publish one of them in the next week. so thank you. thanks for reading