gangster love

its okay to go

liam 

everyone is not the same be hind closed doors. I have been trying to keep my shit together for two weeks, every night going to the hospital just to sleep in the same room as her, to hear the doctor tell me nothing has changed is killing me inside, then to all day spending all my time working for the gang and finding the fuckers who did this to,i talked to her father he believed it would be a good idea to run the gang till we had a meeting to talk about it. but fuck I dont now what im going to do soon everyday I feel I little bittes of me dying 

ring..ring..ring 

Liam hello

Jacob hey when you leave the hospital you need to come to the warehouse 

Liam okay yeah is everything okay 

Jacob yeah alexis dad wants to have the meeting before her uncles go back to Russian 

Liam yeah ill be there in 30 minutes okay 

Liam hey love you need to wake up 

Liam im allways going to be here and waiting for you 

Liam I got to go I love you ill see you tonight hopefully you will wack up to night so I can see your beautiful eyes 

no matter what happens to her I will always love her she is the love of my life I have never loved anyone the way I love her and I will neve love anyone the same way 

at the warehouse  

Liam hey is everyone here 

Jacob yeah I was just waitng for you 

Liam well lets do this 

James/Alexis father  well we all know why we are here to choice if liam should be the new leader of this gang 

roman I dont now If we should trust him 

Jacob he has work with alexis he nows the ropes

James look we new need to know whats best so liam what to you want to say 

Liam well I dont know what to say really I know some of you guys dont trust me and you question me if I can do this but I will tell you I will give me sweat tears and blood In to this gang and I will always protect these men that's because there my family and I will always do what is best for them, because that's would Alexis would want she put her life into this world I she wouldn't want to see it dye.

James well lets tack a vote 

as he said that I looked around the room and seen all hands up 

James well there you have it Liam your the new leader 

8:00 p.m 

everynight I go to the hospital and grab a chair and place it at the end of her bed and sleep there I cant sleep next to her in case something happenes and the doctor needs to be there,but be for I fall a sleep well try to I allways talk to her and tell her how much I love her and need her 

Liam hey baby I miss you 

Liam you need to get up soon we all miss you and need you

Liam please love I love you I cant run this gang with out you 

Liam good night 

1:00 am 

beep..beep 

Liam hello 

Jacob we found your brother 

Liam what were 

Jacob hes in a cheap hotel right now 

Liam get the cars and guns were going to get him ill be at the warehouse in a 5 minutes 

Liam bye love im going to get this prick 

Liam when did you finded him 

Jacob they found him 20 minutes ago we need to go now before he leaves

we all rush to the hotel we parked acroos the street and watch this room or almost 30 minutes

Liam me and Jacob will go I and get him have a van out in less than 10 minutes 

we walked over to the room we both had are guns and was ready for what ever was about to happen 

Liam no matter what happenes dont kill him 

we bust open the door to see no one in the rom exept daimian laying in the bed I walk over to the bed and pull the sheets of and grabed I could tell he was schocked at what was happing i grabed him by his shirt and pined him on the wall

Liam you sure now how to fucken hide you rat 

Damián liam what are you doing here 

I couldn't  stand the sound of his voise I put him down and started to punch him I couldn't stop till Jacob yell 

Jacob you will kill him liam 

then I stoped we needed answeres I need to keep my anger inside of me 

Liam put him in the van 

9:00 am 

James point of view 

James/Alexis father  hey pumckin I miss you 

James I know I haven't been around a lot but its hard seeing you like this 

james we all miss you

I look at her body she looks so tired like she wants to give up, she looks so much like her mother and I hate seeing her like this I didn't notice I was crying till the tears were falling down my face and was forming stains on my shirt 

James I remember when you were little you would allways carry this little pink baear you called its mr.fluffles and I rember you would never go to sleep with out it then one day you got older and you told be to get rid of it but to tell you the tuth I never did I kept it in my office because I never wanted you to grow up and I hope one day you would want it back

James I love you so much Alexis  I love you with all my heart and I cant think of life with out you after your mother died I wanted to die but then I seen remembered I have you and alex you too were the only reson for me to live and I promised her I would tack care of her and I didn't and im so sorry

James and I now you can hear me so I wanted to let you now its okay...its okay if you want to let go its okay if your  tired of being in pain it okay I understand so its okay if you want to let go its okay if you want to be with your mother because I know you too will always be watching over us. we will all understand I now Alex isn't her right now to tell you that but that's okay he love you he just cant see you like this he loves you we all do 

James I love you so much pumpkin I really do that's why I'm tell you its okay I love you 

as he told her these last words tears were falling down his face and he set down the little pink bear and gave her a kiss in the head and slowly walked out 

hey everyone  thank you for reading this far I hope you like it. I have been working on other story's of all different kinds so I will tell you when those come out, but sorry if this chapter wasn't that interesting I just dont want to put to much out because the next couple are going to have a lot of stuff in them so thanks for reading hope you like it.