Things That Only Happen To Me

I'm Trying a Diary Approach :3

My dearest followers and family,

This is going to be a chapter about all the fluffy things that I am currently thinking about. I'm going to start with my ideal of a first date and it's actually pretty childish. For a first date I'm want to sit on my couch watch Voltron Legendary Defender with my meal being dinosaur shape chicken nuggets and have apple juice as my drink.

Speaking of VLD I'm rewatching season 6 because I binged it at 12 am and barely remember all the cool details. Like the fact that Keith has both of his parents eyes, aka gray and violet. You know how in The Black Paladins Keith's eyes keep switching in between, well in the last part where he opens his eyes to me it looks like a mix of gray and purple.

I might be reading a little too deep into this or I'm imaging things to please myself, but Keith better have purple eyes now. Now to understand my obession with violet eyes, you need to understand what I looked like when I was born.

When I was born I had midnight black hair with bleach blonde tips and purple eyes. I looked like a cosplayer the day I was shoved out the womb. Also after hearing the theories that Keith is Korean that really made me like: "HOLY SHIT THERE'S A PERSON LIKE ME IN THE WORLD! EVEN IF THEY'RE FICTIONAL!"

I desperately love the idea of somebody I can relate and look up to. I mean I have Lance and he's pretty much my spirit animal, but there is that small part of him that makes it hard to relate.

People don't like to listen to my personality rants, but I really do feel like the embodiment of Klance. I close myself off from people and find it hard to trust, but I'm transparent with my feelings like Lance. I'd do anything for the people I care about like both would.

I think the reason I ship Klance is because I see them in myself, I've never truely liked myself. I have never had faith in me, I find myself confusing and unbearable. I guess this is my coping method, finding different aspects of me and hoping they'll get along. Creating scenarios where they get along, just so I can find peace with myself. It would explain why it hurts so much to think my ship won't sail, I want to love myself. I want to be happy too.

I'm sorry this is just me complaining about my problems again. I'mma make a list of things I appreciate about Voltron season 6:

1) Keith's growth as a character, he found his Mom and learned about his past.

2) Krolia is my space Waifu

3) Everybody got a character arc, except for Pidge... I think, well I enjoyed seeing all the characters mature.

4) There is hope for Klance. Lance wanted a hug from Keith and when Keith is rushing over to the other Paladins the first one he saw was Lance.

5) Shrio is the universe's best Dad.

6) Allura still loved Lotor, but she put her feelings aside so that she could protect all that are dear to her.

7) Lotor still loved Allura but he pulled a Jason Dean [It's a Heathers reference]

8) Lance is facing issues that I understand.

Holy fuck, I'm just having a Netflix binge rn and I immediately clicked The Golden Compass after watching the current last episode of Voltron again.

It straight up started talking about multiverses and I'm freaking out a bit. I think I might have an obession with theoretical space anomalies. Voltron has touch up on that subject multiple times, then The Golden Compass, and theorizing! My mind is blown for the day.

Only 4 days left until we get back to Earth with the Paladins! See you when I have another emotional journey!

Sincerely, Luna