~{Loving Him}~ (Under Editing.)

.:Chapter Six:.

{Rebecka}

I had been running none stop. I was tired and in pain but had no physical injuries. What's wrong with me? I felt like my heart had been torn out and chewed up. There was a pull at my chest and I tried to ignore it. The pain only got worse the further I went. I was unusually cold. Yes it's in the fall, but I was never cold before.

I started to slow my pace a bit until I was walking. The air smelt faintly of pumpkins and dry leaves. I love this smell. I was now about fifty miles away from home now. I wounded what- my heart knotted up in my chest and my breathing hitched. I gasped for air as I fell to the ground.

[Shh...it's going to be ok. Now listen carefully to me. Think of yourself as a wolf. Think of your pain vanishing.], a female voice called out. I was confused, why a wolf? The pain in my heart grew as tears started to pour down my face. I soon did as the voice told me to.

Every bone in my body started to disconnect and reposition itself. What was happening to me! I let out a few screams before they were muffled into howls of pain. What ever was happening hert like hell! I felt my bones stop repositioning and I knew that whatever just happened was over. I stood up but something was different. I looked around and seemed a bit different.

[Don't be afraid.], the voice said. I tried to say 'who are you' but it came out in barks. I looked down at my hands and they were now paws. [what's happening!], I thought to myself.

[It ok the voice said. You are special.']

[What do you mean, what am I!!], I thought.

[You are a werewolf. You have the ability to shift into a wolf. Your scences such as you sight, hearing, and scence of smell will be greater. You are also a lot stronger though you are only half werewolf.]

[How do you know this who are you, where are you?]

[I can feel it and I am your wolf. I am inside of you, part of your soul. I am who you are.], I looked down at my now paws. I lifted my head and looked around me. There were particals of my clothes and they were shredded into pieces. I picked up my bag in my teeth and started to trot onwards. If this is what I am than I will have to just accept it because I will never change. I took a deep breath and trotted along.

There was an odd silence between me and my wolf for almost an hour. I had had time to think and there was several questions running through my mind but one inparticular that I have been wanting to ask her.

[Uhmm...what's a mate, I mean what did you mean, or what does it mean for a werewolf?], I asked.

[A mate, for a werewolf that is, is like your other half, your soul mate. The one you are suppose to be destined with. The only one you can truely ever love.], she replied, but I felt something. It was that pull again. The tug at my chest. I winced at the pain.

[Rebecka, that pain you are filling is from leaving your mate. You hurt him and his wolf. A mate isn't suppose to be away from the other for long are this far apart. You need to go back...back to him.], she said and I could barly hear her in my thought.

[Wh-who I-is he?], I said inbetween the sharp splinters of pain. it felt as if some one was stabbing me in the heart.

[Jason. He is Jason. Jason is your mate.], she said. I closed my eyes and thought of him. it seemed to ease some of the pain. I remembered his scent. He smelt of rain and the Autum air, it is my favorite smell. I remembered his eyes and the way they seemed to stare all the way down into my soul. Their silvery gray color, and how he looked at me. I remembered his toned body and how I want to touch- ok that's enough for me! I was bacily drooling over him in my mind.

[See. This is what having a mate does to you and it only gets worse along with the pain the further you go.], I could feel her practically smirking.

I kept walking trying to ignore the nagging voice in my head whining for her mate. I started to smell water. I perked up my ears and sniffer the air. It was close so I continued walking by a bit faster.

After five minutes of walking I finally came to a lake. it was a beautiful blue color and I walked up to it to get a drink. I stopped as I noticed my reflection. My eyes were the same hazel colors as before but my wolf's coat was almost the same stunning grey as Jason's eyes. I sighed or huffed. I was tired. I yawned and looked up at the sky. The sun was starting to set and the sky was all shades of yellow, orange, and pink. It made the trees glow an even golder color because of the dry leaves. The wind blew and whipped my thick fur side to side. I lowered my head down on my paws and closed my eyes. I let out a large sigh before falling soundlessly asleep.

I feel a longing feeling in me like I'm missing something inside. I tried my best to ignore it, but it didn't go away. I woke up and groaned.

I whipped my head to the right. Something wasn't right it was to quiet. It was pitch black dark and there should be tiny animals moving around. I sniffed the air. I scrunched my nose or snout up at the smell. It smelt like rotten meat and like someone who hasn't taken a bath in a few weeks.

•yeah so here is a nother chap. I know I suck at writing books. Sorry if my book is boring the crud out of you guys who are reading it. it could get better I hope anyway. well...comment please......vote if you are reading. The number of reads are going down. Its disappointing. :/ makes me sad, but ya know life goes on lol.

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