~{Loving Him}~ (Under Editing.)

.:Chapter Twenty:.

{Rebekka}

I raised my hand balling it into a fist and punching Jason in the face. He's such an ass!

"Just leave me alone! I can walk myself home!", I yelled. His face red from were I hit him.

"Rebekka Seth is out-", I cut him off.

"I don't know who the fugue Seth is!", I yell in his face before walking out the door. I went to close it but the handle slipped out of my hand as it flung back open.

Jason grabbed my waist turning me around before I could stop him. "You didn't give me time to explain.", he said looking into my eyes. I could see the hurt and the pain and frankly I was feeling it to but he couldn't just...I got lost staring into silver eyes. What is wrong with me! He touches the side of my face with his finger tips snapping me out of my trance. I pull away and turn away from him.

"I will be safe at home.", I say quietly.

"Ok", he says after a large sigh and I could since the sadness in his voice as I walking away. It's been a wail since the last time I've seen mom and dad anyway.

I hear Jason pull some keys out of his pocket as I walk to his jeep.

The ride to my house was completely silent as I stared through the window. Jason was concentrating on the road.

We had arrived there in about an hour. Jason parked the jeep and we both just sat there and looked at the house. I opened my door and was about to step out when Jason grabbed my arm. "Rebekka..."

I shook my head. "No Jason, Maybe this is for the best. Maybe whoever you guys said sets up the mates or whatever made a mistake this time.", I said shutting the door. Jason got out and stopped in front of me.

"No the moon Goddess never makes a mistake and no matter how hard you want to just forget me and move on it will never work that way because right now your wolf is slowly dying inside because you are basically rejecting me. When she dies so do you Rebekka and so will I.", I pushed past him and walked to the porch.

"I'm willing to die.", I retort coldly.

"I will be back Rebekka and I just want you to know no matter what happens now...I will always love you.", his words stopped me before I could open the door and tears welled in my eyes. I opened the door running in. I ran up to my old room and noticed everything was how I left it. I flopped down on the bed and burried my face into my pillow.

I heard loud footsteps and then my father's all to noticeable voice yelling through the house. The yelling goes on for at least fifteen minutes before I hear the door slam and Jason's jeep cranked. Before the doors slams I get a sharp pain on my face like I had been punched.

Footsteps are heard coming to my door as it opens and my mother appears in it with a sad face. Tears well up in her eyes as she quickly walks over to me.

"What's wrong mom?", I ask wrapping my arms around her.

"Your father broke my favorite vase over Alpha Jason's head.", She pouted. I couldn't help but chuckle. She has always had a way of making me laugh when I'm sad.

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"Are you sure you want to do this?", my mom asks me about an hour later.

"Yes. I'm positive.", I said. My mother and I were speaking and decided it was probably better for me to leave the pack now that I have rejected Jason. I will be moving to Alaska to live with my cousin Aria.

"He will come find you.", she said with a straight and firm face.

"I know.", I said frowning. She wasn't really agreeing on letting me go but I insisted it was best. I would be leaving in two days.

She sighs shaking her head. "You can run from all your problems Rebekka. Sometimes it's best to fa-"

"No! I tried to make it work but he's crazy! He has anger problems and he looses it! He can't control himself and I'm scared one day he will hurt me.", I told her.

She noddes standing up and walking to the door. "Ok, well you should probably rest.", she said walking out.

I wrap my blanket around me and close my eyes hoping to get some sleep. I toss and turn but can't get comfortable. I feel like there is some thing bothering my wolf. I feel cold like I'm missing something.

[Hey, you ok?], I ask.

No answer.

[Hello?], I ask but again no answer. She hasn't said anything since the fight with Jason. I close my eyes hoping she's not mad at me and try to sleep.

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