~{Loving Him}~ (Under Editing.)

Chapter Thirty-seven

{Rebecka}

When I shut the door I could hear Jason in the room. I made my way down stairs. I had forgotten how much time had passed while making love to my sweet mate.

I grinned and continued walking.

When I made my way outside there was a big bonfire. I smiled as I watched the pack dance and laugh. They were something I now took pride in. Something I loved.

I felt proud to call them my family and I could only hope they would now except me as Luna.

They all stopped dancing and looked my way when they noticed I was there.

I wasn't expecting it but they all bowed.

"Please don't.", I said.

One looked up. I think his name is Josh. "but Luna, we all felt it you and the alpha-"

"No!", my eyes went wide as I looked frantically at all the small children. "There are small children they don't need to know, but yes.", I moved my shirt to the side to present the simple mark that held so much meaning of love between Jason and I.

The crowd erupted in applause. I gratefully thanked them. "I must remind you all though today-tonight, isn't about me nor the alpha but it is about a dear friend and her commitment to the beta of our pack we are celebrating.", I said and everyone smile. I felt an arm snake it's way around me.

"You sound more like a Luna with each passing minute.", Jason said kissing my cheek.

"It's time! Go on the people are waiting to hear you sing!", I pushed him to the stage and he laughed.

"Fine", he said reluctantly.

"This song is for both my dear friends and now full time mate.", he winked at me as the pack cheered.

Claire came up behind me. "you know you guys should keep those thoughts to yourself, you know during-"

"Oh my god!,", I looked at her. "no!"

"Yes", she shook her head. I could feel my face heat up.

I hear the mike cut up and I make my way to the stage. I see my handsome mate up there in all hi glory about to sing. He takes a deep breath.

[This is for you and them.] , he mind links only me.

He begins his song and as the beat falls into place I recognize it. A tear slips from my eyes as I feel attached to the song.

'Trying not to love you.' , By 'Nickleback', one of my favorite bands.

"You call to me...and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more
How could anyone ask for more

And our time apart...like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more

How could anyone ask for more

But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But God I'm dying to, God I'm trying to

'Cause trying not to love you only goes so far
Trying not to need you is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying but I dint know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more

And this kind of pain...only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go
That's why it's harder to let you go
And nothing I can do...without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go
That's why it's harder to let you go

But if there's a pill to help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But God I'm dying to, God I'm trying to

'Cause trying not to love you only goes so far
Trying not to need you is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying but I dint know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more

So I sit here divided, talking to myself
Was it something I did? Was it somebody else?
When a voice from behind me that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me and whispered right in my ear
Said I've been dying to tell you

That trying not to love you only went so far
Trying not to needs you was tearing me apart
Now I can see the silver lining for what we're fighting for
And if we just keep on trying we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you, yeah
Oh, yeah, trying not to live you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you mooooooorrrrrreeeee.", Jason finished the song, eyes on me the whole time. A single tear fell from my face because that song for us had more meaning to it than it should have.

His silver eyes held so much emotion than I could imagine at this very moment and it meant so much to me.

I caught a glimpse of Claire before Mike caught her. I pulled out of Jason's gaze and went to my friend.

"Oh my god, what's wrong!", I said frantically as Jason made it to my side.

"T-The baby!", Mike and Claire said together.

I look at Jason and then run after the two. Mike is carrying Claire bridal style to the pack doctor.

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Five hours later Mike came out holding his new baby girl in his arms wrapped in a pink cotton blanket.

Enjoy
Ri~