~{Loving Him}~ (Under Editing.)

.:Chapter Twenty-One:.

{Jason}

Rebecka ran past me into the house but before I could go after her her dad stopped me and started to yell. I was so worried about Rebecka I couldn't understand a word he was trying to say. I really didn't care either.

I went to walk past him and he backed up slamming his fist into my face.

"Get the hell out of my house and stay away from my daughter!", he yelled slamming the door. I just stood there out on the porch. The pain I was feeling wasn't from her dad. I felt like someone was just ripping out my heart and started tearing it apart. I knew this pain. She was rejecting me.

I walked off the porch and to my truck. Memories of the fight flash-backing in my mind. The wolf inside howled out in pain as I pulled out of the drive.

Every second my speedometer inched higher and higher. I could feel the wind hit my blood red jeep and try to knock it off the rode. It started to sprinkle and within two minutes it was pouring. I rounded a curb as my vehicle slid across the rode. I lost control of the wheel as I spun out on a bridge. All I could think about was Rebecka and the pain I was feeling because of the rejection.

I herd the eary bending and twisting sound of metal and I could smell the burnt rubber on the wet assfault. I felt the truck fly over the rails and I knew it was too late. I herd it hit the water and I just sat there. I didn't care. Life wasn't worth it anymore even if I still saw Rebecka. I still would never have her and she would constantly be in danger with Seth back. It wasn't my fault. I didn't mean to kill her. He always blamed Lucy's death on me but I guess I did do it. I just couldn't control myself. Well I hope he's happy now.

The water poured into the truck and I laid back into my seat closing my eyes. Rebecka's face flooded my mind and the last thing I remember before passing out is someone yelling my name.

{Rebecka}

I shot awake at the dream I was having but found myself lying on the floor shouting in pain. I was all to confused and scared to notice both of my parents sitting by my side.

The dream flashed through my head. It was Jason and he was going to fast. He was driving in the rain-and...and then....

"Rebecka please tell us what's wrong honey! Wake up!", my mom weeped pulling me from thought. The rain pounded on the top of my bedroom rooftop.

I opened my mouth to speaks as tears poured from my face but noting came out. The room was filled with only the aery sound of my screams.

I closed my eyes clutching my body. I stopped screaming and laid on the floor.

"Kristina, please notify the doc to come quickly.", my dad said lifting me off the floor. He walked out of my room and to the living room. He placed me on the couch wrapping me up with a blanket.

"Shh...it's ok everything will be fine.", he said soothingly but it hadn't helped. The pain I was feeling wasn't that of my own but I didn't know who's it could be. My body aced all over and my heard felt like someone had shot a silver arrow through it. I winced at the pain.

I had this sudden feeling like I was falling and I could smell...blood. I pulled off the blanket realizing the pain didn't worsen.

I looked myself over and there was physically nothing wrong with me.

I walked to the front door. I felt as if something was pulling me...but where? I was scared and not because I didn't have a clue as to what was going on but, because I felt that something was wrong. Like someone I truly cared about was hurt. A tear ran down my cheek and I stopped on the porch. My chest felt as if it was throbbing as I rejected the pull. My scenes finally coming together. It was Jason. The rain steadily coming down. Of course I knew he felt broken because of what happened but would he really go as far as hurting himself to get back at me for it? Or was he really hurt? Did he really need me?

I stood there pondering on the subject at hand as I stood on the porch and tears slowly coming down my face.

I felt like something inside just died. I fell to my knees clutching my chest. I started to breath heavily.

My dad came beside me and laid a hand on my shoulder.

"Get in the car. The Alpha wishes to speak to you."

I chose to believe that Jason was ok."I...don't want to talk to Jason.", I told him but I knew inside I did. I wanted to know he was ok that I was just telling myself he would really try and do something so childish as to try to get back at me because of what happened.

"You don't understand. Jason was never put in alpha position. Alpha Bo wishes to speak with you about...the sweetie I'm sorry.", he said lowering his head.

"For what?!", I started to panic as I cringed at the pain in my chest. It felt like my heart was breaking.

"Jason's jeep was reported at the bottom of the river. It spun out and he flow off the railing."

My eyes shot wide. Those words. I laid down on the porch and I couldn't help but ball my eyes out as every organ in my body completely stopped. I gasped for air trying to such some into my immobile lungs.

I felt like it was only me and I was alone.

"They never found his body because the jeep caught a flame before it hit the water.", my dad said and I could see the traitorous tear slip down his cheek.

Is this really happening? I ask myself.

•sorry I haven't been writing but right now I have no Internet so I'm having to write at home and then wait til I get to school to publish it. Anyway hope you guys like it. and oh don't forget to check out my new book ~<Wolf Eyes>~ Enjoy•

~{RI}~